God Please Let me die todayWritten to Jesus on May 3rd, 2013
If God could grant me one wish I would wish to never been born. Im just very tired, exhausted, and life feels like a curse to me. I wish God would let me die, just let me close my eyes and die… That’s all I want… God has never answered my prayers, God has never heard my crying and begging. He has never felt close to me, where is His love, His compassion, His mercy, His Grace, His promise… I know I will never be good enough for Jesus… I just wish God would let me die Now, let me die today!…. I was adopted, retected by my adopted parents, have had mental illiness since 6 yrs old and I have never been married, only had one girl friend when I was young. I have prayed to God and asked for a financial miracle, and a wife – He has never answered or given me a break… I have prayed, read the bible daily, go to church, worship & praise Him, and give my tithes & offerings. Others have prayed for me, but nothing… LORD, please just let me die now! Please Please Please, Please Jesus Let me die now!!!