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God Please Let me die today

Written to Jesus on May 3rd, 2013

If God could grant me one wish I would wish to never been born. Im just very tired, exhausted, and life feels like a curse to me. I wish God would let me die, just let me close my eyes and die… That’s all I want… God has never answered my prayers, God has never heard my crying and begging. He has never felt close to me, where is His love, His compassion, His mercy, His Grace, His promise… I know I will never be good enough for Jesus… I just wish God would let me die Now, let me die today!…. I was adopted, retected by my adopted parents, have had mental illiness since 6 yrs old and I have never been married, only had one girl friend when I was young. I have prayed to God and asked for a financial miracle, and a wife – He has never answered or given me a break… I have prayed, read the bible daily, go to church, worship & praise Him, and give my tithes & offerings. Others have prayed for me, but nothing… LORD, please just let me die now! Please Please Please, Please Jesus Let me die now!!!

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Comment from Love
Time May 3, 2013 at 11:16 am

I have heard every word you’ve ever said, every breath you’ve breathed, every prayer and every lament. I have been with you in the best times of your life; I have been with you in the worst. Your pain makes me weep because I love you more than you will ever understand. I want nothing else except to be close to you. You are my precious, precious child, worth more to me than gold. I have been waiting at the door to your heart for a very long time, my child. Please let me in! You are perfect in my sight–you always have been and you always will be.

But you do not believe that you’re perfect. You do not believe you deserve my love! Listen–nothing can contain my love for you! I sent my son to die for your sins, so that you can live joyfully in my love forever. You are worthy–listen to what I am saying–You are worthy of walking beside the One who created the heavens and the earth! You are worthy of freedom from pain! Do not pity yourself: I made you carefully and lovingly, and I am proud of my creation! When you speak lowly of yourself, you speak lowly of He who created you. I am knocking on the door to your heart. Let my love in.

You MUST trust in me when I say I love you. You will undergo trials, but with my love you will have strength to overcome every obstacle. You are perfect! Do not let sin hold you back from believing me! Open the door to your heart and allow your Father who loves you until eternity to enter!

Comment from Kristen
Time May 5, 2013 at 7:53 pm

I am not sure of the circumstances but I would bet that your biological parents did not throw you away they thought they were providing you a better life than what they felt that they could. Until recently adoption agencies were not very good at weeding out the bad adoptive parents, which is unfortunate for you. Be strong and try something new you may find joy in it, go somewhere where the sun shines year round and walk the beaches. Life has so many possible surprises that many people never have the chance to experience. Through your travels you will find God, happiness and more than likely a mate. Forget about the past it will only continue to burden you, but the best thing about the future is that you can change it and if you don’t like today forget about it sleep it off and start over tomorrow.

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