Learn to love myself because Love can’t find meWritten to God on December 21st, 2011
I thank you for being you. Thank you for loving me. Thank you, thank you for everything. I almost feel crazy writing, but I am in desperate need. I love a man. So much, so deeply I have to pray for help. He consumes my thoughts and fills my heart. Its only because myself esteem is shot. God you are powerful and omnipotent and I need you now. I need you so badly. I can’t keep doing this, but I don’t know how to stop. Lord help me to find peace, have discernment, but mostly feel love. I need love. Lord, you know my struggles. I have been beaten, used, mistreated, and discarded. I feel my entire life I’ve been nothing but disregarded. I have got to learn to appreciate me. Help me find that center. Help me develop a relationship with you. I need you so badly Lord. I’m drowning in self pity.
In Jesus name I ask and pray, if it be your will Father
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