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Just let me die please

Written to God on November 20th, 2011

Dear God
I don’t know why I’m writing. You already know everything I’ve been through, feel and wish for. My life is a mess and have no value nor meaning. Just let me die please. I see no future or hope for myself. I have always praise and believed in you most of my life, but I’m finish now. I just want to die and rest in peace. I ask that you take care of my two boys, but right now I have no right to be called their father. And no need to bring back all the motherly figures that You took through death as well as my father that I never had the change to get to know on a daily basis. No need to give back the wife that You took by giving me a divorce. And letting me man alone take care of my boys with no help from any female. And when I met the first woman I ever really love as a man should love a woman You also allow her to walk away with a no good… So right now I have nothing to live for. I don’t want to take care of my boys anymore because I feel like a fake father. I tried to live right and fear You alone. I even turned back from my “dark days when I stop believing in You” All I want to do now is just be dead. Please I know now that my life will never be better and full of love and happiness and sunshine so just let me die. My time is up and I know it so there is no more reason for me to be around all this happy people that do not respect You. Just let my boys become greater men then me. If this is my destiny so be it, but I’m finish. Amen

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Comment from saltandpepper
Time January 4, 2012 at 8:49 pm

dear brother,
we always face hindrances and trials. we all fear down fall. but please do not give up.. i have this book, God is there through tough times and it says there that God gave us this trials for a good purpose. You needed those things in order for you to be a good son and a father. you may think that death is the answer for your problem, but no.. it is not. how can you know if there’s the presence of light in your dark life if you will die so soon? aren’t you excited to experience God’s surprises for you? just wait and hold on.. He knows what He’s doing.. God knows what will happen from the beginning to the end. He is the Alpha and Omega.. He’ll help you.. just keep holding on.

Comment from gudiya
Time May 28, 2012 at 3:33 am

hey bhole baba plzzzzz help me…..
i have a boyfriend n i love him so much u know that god.Plz help he never understand me.u knw what he want but i cnt do dat for him its my problem.i want dat he understand my problem n also me.bt wen i tel him my problem vo gussa ho jata ha or har bat pe mujhe chodne ki bat krta ha kyu??i dont knw he truely loves me or not.ye sirf ap jante ho ma use khona ni chahti bcoz i love him….plz give me a solution :-(

Comment from Ben
Time July 12, 2012 at 10:57 am

No, please don’t die my friend. Pain will stop for one day, you please hang on. You can over come the problems for sure, as I know it. Please trust him and free your mind ! I will pray for you and your family, may God stay with you.

Comment from gepiny
Time July 25, 2012 at 10:50 am

HANG I N THERE MAN>…go outside get some sunlight….suck it up, u still got a last fight left in you man…come on FIGHT …FIGHT…go out fight…..GOD’s got your back

Comment from eternaloptimist
Time July 28, 2012 at 2:07 am

This beating heart and life that you have itself is the most precious gift…..tough times will end, you just have to BELIEVE that they will end. Don’t misunderstand God’s silence, but try to listen to Him and He will speak to you.

You have lived through the toughest part, you are almost there. Good times are ahead. And maybe someday sad clouds will come again…but YOU will always remain!! So put a hand on your heart, listen to it beat, listen carefully…..
Love and Hugs

Comment from Vee
Time August 9, 2012 at 8:26 am

I wanna die right now… Dont have the courage…but i dont have any reason to live as well…i wanna die…please help asap…

Comment from Chris-rising to his call
Time August 23, 2012 at 1:13 am

Please be strong I’m praying for you and your family. I’m going through the same thing right now. It hurts so very bad but we have to put our faith in the father, I know he loves you and has a plan for you. Just be strong brother. You will see.

Comment from Ditto
Time September 16, 2012 at 2:28 pm

Sucking bit up doesn’t help…I know. I know how you feel and what you are going through. I came to this sight looking gor the same thing. I keep turning to God and nothing changes. I pray everyday that He calls me off of this world so it all ends. I feel trapped in this world useless sad and worthless. I have 4 children who would be better off with their father and married to a man who loves hurting me with his lies manipation and affairs. I don’t divorce or commit suicide bc of Gods commandments but oh how I wish and pray for him to release me and take me to a place where I can’t hurt anymore. I’ve been in meds and they don’t help; I’ve been in therapy and it doesn’t work. I’m all alone in this world and just want it to end.

Comment from robin paulson
Time October 4, 2012 at 8:52 am

I no wat ur talking about i feel the same way and iam giving up on life to life is a slap in the face and not worth living so God plz let me die today if its ur will

Comment from andrew hockley
Time October 23, 2012 at 4:39 pm

OK Nathan, not what you want to hear I’m sure but….

You have two boys. You are NOT a fake father, you are a real father. So, grow up, stop thinking about yourself, and focus on your children. You children need you in any way that you are able to give yourself to them. Tell them you love them, go for a walk with them, play some games with them – your call. But focus on your responsibilities and learn to love those responsibilities. My twin boys died in my arms 3 years ago. So, count yourself as one lucky f*****er and get living your life!. Best of luck.

Comment from Hemendra Kumar
Time November 7, 2012 at 6:59 pm

Specially for Nathan, your children are the memories of your love for the one whom you love. No matter the other person loves you or not. You were true just believe in it. So you should take care of your children. Not like best father in the world but like their father which is best in you. And believe me no one else would take care of them so beautifully as you are capable of. Your children need you and you too need them dear. Be their mother, be their father and also be their friend. You are not fake but you are the only true father for your Children. You are not finished friend, in fact the father role in you has just begin its life. Show them that you are your sons father and you don’t need anyone’s help to be one. My best wishes are with you Nathan, i believe in you. :) Take care :)

Please Every one who think being dead will solve all your problems: Life is full of twists and turns. Sometimes it breaks you and sometimes it makes you. When you are broken, you are not responsible for it. You are not faulty.Then why to die.If today there is darkness then tomorrow will be light. The cycle will go on.Just think if the situation because of which you want to be dead wouldn’t have been there then would you feel like being dead? I think ‘NO’.The important thing is that you are trying your level best to set things right or at least you feel like making best of you and trying something.It is immaterial that you achieve what you need or not.Killing yourself will not solve the problem,friends,when one life dies, so many character die.If you feel you are worth nothing for your beloved and they will be happy if you are not there between them then, for one day just go somewhere without telling them and see what they feel. Trust me, I tell you, they will be dead alive.Because they love you. The situations are not good but still they love you. You don’t have to go any where. When you feel things are going hard then don’t step back, just walk forward and show that you are strong to face it.MAKE FRIENDS, WHOM YOU CAN TRUST.discuss what you feel.Negativity always come to break us but turn your face away from it by accepting yourself. If you want to change yourself then 101% accept yourself first, no matter you are the worst person in this world (for instance). Accept your self, your truth, your heart, your good, your bad and try to balance yourself. Believe me you cant be best or you cant be worst but you can balance both. Don’t give up life for those who don’t love you, don’t give up life for material things.Live for your hopes. Those friends, who are suffering from disease, don’t have to feel like being dead. You are the most deserving person for love. No one should die before they are dead, but they should live and give life to those who need it. If you feel alone then just turn yourself to mirror and see there is one person to be loved and give love. Love that person. You are never alone, friends. Go out, and be for those who feel alone like you.No one can get salvation if you are dead in pain. To those who believe in God, then dear friends, inside you God is just waiting for you, to be loved and to love you. And to those who don’t believe then Dear Friends Real you, in side you, is waiting for you to be loved and love you. You all don’t deserve to be dead before you live. You are too valuable to the one inside you. My very very loved friends, Just fill your hearts with love for yourself and for others, step out to walk forward, don’t look back because its gone, don’t stress your head to see too far because it is beyond sight, but walk and watch yourself walking in present, in such a way that you help others to walk too. Love is what you need, Love is what others need, give it. And keep this thing in mind, that NO ONE WILL DIE BEFORE THEY LIVE LIFE FULL OF SMILES. Even if you try to die then you wont succeed because BEST IS YET TO COME FOR YOU WHICH WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY. So keep hopes on and live you all lovely people. :) Take care :)

Comment from chris
Time November 22, 2012 at 11:19 am

I am in a place no one wants to be or wants to believe or see my wonderful life has been destroyed by others my future my living.I had a bad reaction to a epidural steroid and was treated with tablets afterwards.My body has been left with many problems my family don’t know what to do and the only answer is more drugs operations which my body is too broken for even anti biotics make worse as even they are toxic to my poor body People don’t want to see you when you cant be mended as there is nothing they can do or it reminds them of how bad life can be when they only want to see the good things. So that person is labeled crazy and mad . I have come to the end of my life as my body is going I can see my life I had before and I have no enjoyment and even though I know what to do my body is not capable to heal repair live I can’t live this way anymore torture by a body broken I watch other live and I dont want to do that anymore I fear death but I am comimg to accept it now as my whole living is stuck in my house alone.I don’t think I will write anymore as I will be seen as crazy as who wants to believe there are no good answers left and I know as my head is aware of it.I know my letter won’t be approve as this world only what is seen is good and a answer to move on and when you want to move on and cant who wants to see my world has been destroyed I see life without living being able to do the things that are living I am dead more than I am alive I cant evolve I am soon to be gone.No one can understand until they are where I am now with no answers on the final one.Is there a god?

Comment from kieran
Time November 25, 2012 at 9:29 am

God i can’t deal with living anymore, you know the way that i feel. My family has always kept faith, but they are tired i can see they are all so tired, they are so ill, my mother is so ill and my father is so tired. The days are so dark for us. I am hurting my family and everybody around me and why? how did i get here and why did this happen to me? I am so lonely, and i am so tired, your gift of life has been wasted on me, i’m not good for anything and i cannot do anything, how can i go on living when there is so much sadness in the world, much worse than mine and i cannot cope with my problems. Please God help me be stronger, help me be less pathetic and destructive, i cannot cope anymore i have nothing to offer anything. Please let me be one less burden. Help me not to refuse your gift by killing myself, please help me to see the light.

Comment from Arun
Time December 10, 2012 at 11:57 am

Dear god please make my mom well and fine.. plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Comment from Tim Narlock
Time January 3, 2013 at 11:09 am

Father this touches my heart so much cause I’m there. I’m tired of watching a life cycle of constant loss. It even seems when I try to walk in the word I get struck down harder. It seems in this world to be completely happy u would have to be void of intelligent thought. What keeps me going is if I’m gone who is going to take care of the people I don’t want this world to hurt. Might be a terrible way to live full of hate for this world but it gets me up everyday in the mean time till God can fix me. As I walk through the valley
How many time do we hear this and not think of what it’s saying. It’s say through the scary I will not fear. Not as I walk through the valley of flowers and gum drops. We aren’t asked to figure it out or contemplate the mind of God. We are told not to fear. Seeking the is the ultimate fear. And like it or not if u do not decide to stand up and walk your sons will also lay and perish. It is your job to teach your sons in the direction they must go and when they grow old they will not depart from it.

Comment from dominic
Time January 7, 2013 at 5:39 am

For what it’s worth, you’re not alone in your suffering. And no, that doesn’t make it any easier for me either. But I will say that the suffering you feel now will be experienced by your children if you kill yourself. Try to keep going for their sakes. I am sorry for you. I am sorry for all of us. May God have mercy on our souls.

Comment from Nadine
Time January 24, 2013 at 12:07 pm

I once wished to die the feeling of death felt so much easier than having to live my life i felt so lonley like god wasnt there i still do all that keeps me from death is god and the dream i have that one day i will wake up to the life i dream of one filled with piece my hart is so full of greif fear and pain that my biggest dream is for piece a still hart

Comment from marian
Time February 21, 2013 at 1:59 am

My god take care of you
don’t say that please your life so beautiful but you need to see what on your heart and what you want about your life and shure my god give you everything you want take care have a great day

Comment from Marvin
Time March 2, 2013 at 5:33 pm

God knows what is better to us… He will never let us to stay in the dark, because He is the ligth. You have still a reason to stay alive, and that is your two son, they need you, and also you need them.. My friend, I’m also a father and Husband, and I also sacrificing the challeged of life. I understand you. Sometimes we are thinking that He don’t listent to our prayers, but the truth is, He always hear us. Sometimes He did not answer immediately, because He just waiting for the rigth time, He have a plan for you and your two Son and also for your wife. Just keep beleiving and have faith on Him.

Comment from Gut
Time March 5, 2013 at 2:21 am

Mine is physical pain the Drs say will never end, I know it will end when I go to the place with no more pain no more tears. I just wish I had the guts to end it all. DEAR GOD please take me home

Comment from J
Time March 5, 2013 at 12:06 pm

Please pray for my full restoration with God

Comment from H
Time March 7, 2013 at 8:56 am

A prayer for a quick painless death. Amen

Comment from H
Time March 7, 2013 at 5:04 pm

Dear god, let me live or if not let me die trying…

Comment from Pablo Guerrero
Time March 14, 2013 at 3:16 pm

Friend..Look at nature…it never fails…it gives what we give…understanding the nature and animals will give you strengh …I once was like you and I wanted to die desperattely…I even tough about doing it and went to a railroad…I could not do it…I am a coward too…
But I cry so much alone and I asked “GOD” to help me…he answer in a misterious way…he never fail..I fail but not him…he brought to me a woman so good and she already have children so I understood God…I have followed what I think he wanted for me…and it worked! he saved me! he gave me a Life back…I am so proud of what he did on my Life…I should be death (if anyone should know) but there is nothing imposible for God…
Pleas trust him with your Life…see nature…is real is there…see animals….they all keep going until the end…they all happy live their life…I changed my toughts anytime I look at nature and see also my Wife and the Kids (now they are woman and Men and have their own children…If you ask…trust him and he will never fail…we fail but he never fails…Please put it to a test if you won’t belive me…I am not talking about any religion…just the plain concious of the true existence of God..the creator…he feels for every thing on this universe…we can not understand it but exist…Friend…I am always to the end with him…and so should you be too…

Comment from deeannalana
Time March 26, 2013 at 9:31 pm

God gives us obstacles and trials in life for one reason and one reason only…. To bring you closer to him. When everything is going fine and dandy in life we have a tendancy to usually unconciously turn our backs to God. We dont pray because everything is going well so sometimes we forget because people usually only pray when times are hard or we feel depressed. We forget to praise God. Start by praising God and the blessings will fall. I assure you of that! And even if youre reading this thinkinf ” I have nothing left to be grateful for” I assure you if you think hard enough you will find plenty to be grateful for. As we speak im having a very hard time in my life finsncially. I have 2 small children. single. 25. female and I feel like my whole life is crumbling before my eyes but God gave me these 2 beautiful babies and theyre the only things I need to think of and I know I have a reason to live because of them and God gave me a purpose in this life. For years I turned my back to God but I had a life changing experiance and ive learned to PRAISE PRAISE AND PRAISE AND MY BLESSINGS FALL. I KNOW GOD WILL FILL MY EVERY WANT AND NEED AND THAT THOUGHT ALONE IS ENOUGH TO SOOTHE MY ACHING SOUL. I WILL PRAY FOR YOU. GOD WILL HEAR ME AND ANSWER. GOD BLESS. AMEN FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT. YOUR REAL REWARD IS IN HEAVEN

Comment from tony gambino
Time March 27, 2013 at 5:25 am

I say step in from of a train.If i had the courage id be there with you. god created good things, he also creat pain, satan and other bad things.If life prooves anything it prooves god help is completly 100% random, some people get dreams and gifts withoit working for it or even praying for it. others hav faith and get pain and torture. His help is a roll of the dice and i think eventually he takes us of the list for help and puts us on the pain list for his purposes. some people have to suffer so god can inspre others to have gratitude.Unfortunatly some like you and me are being used for other to look at us and be greatfull for what they have.o ahead and jump, shoot or what ever means you want to end it all. I support you in your acceptance that it wioll never get better, god gave us this life and we have a right to end it when we want and not suffer for years so others can be greatful. I wish i had the strenth to end it all
I wish you all the best.

Comment from God’s son
Time March 27, 2013 at 12:37 pm

Please god take me, I really don’t want to live. The moment I finish some of the work which I have to do. please take me after that. Please god. If I live I may do more mistakes please god please. I failed in life. I hate my self. Please help me.

Comment from beatingeatingdisorders
Time March 30, 2013 at 9:20 am

None of us are alone. I have also experienced such terrible loneliness but have come out of it. Now I am happy being alone with my son. My dad died recently and I have had incredible experiences where I have seen and heard him. He struggled with his life but he died full of joy and now he is in a wonderful place. It is my belief that the feelings we die with stay with us into the next world, and so if we die with bad feelings we will be stuck with them there, so dying now is not an answer. The answer is to do something, anything that makes you feel good about yourself again. Think of things you used to dream of doing with your loved one, and do them by yourself or with your sons. You have to, for your own sake, as all the while you feel like this you are condemning yourself. God is love, not condemnation. I took anti depressants for a while when I felt really bad, why not go to the doctor and ask for some? Please please remember that we all have dark times, and there is ALWAYS a light at the end of the tunnel. Love and Blessings to you.

Comment from Kevin
Time March 30, 2013 at 6:55 pm

I’m only 27 years old, and today I prayed God to take me away from this world. I no longer have any desire to live. Nor do I really even care. I wonder if it weren’t for the suicide and hell thing if I’d even be here still. Idk everyones problems, I’m normally a very happy person very outgoing and happy, however my most recent breakup has left me so depressed and full of regret, its left me completely hopeless. I hate that, that I’ve let a girl/relationship get me like this. Its destroyed me, my entire world. I know it sounds childish and maybe it is. But I can’t cope with the pain and regret in my life anymore.

Comment from Pedro
Time April 4, 2013 at 10:42 pm

Kevin…I can only tell you hang on there …God promisse is real…but you must endure the trial…while it last you encounter several depressive moments but at the end the reward is real…an the “second” life (meaning here) is even better…trust me…I am alaive for only God’s reason…for what I am concern I should be death from ill but I pray to him and asked for guidance…I ask him take me and guide my steps and he just did that without even me knowing!! that’s amazing Kevin and is real…please trust me…do not suffer from this relationship…please look for other things instead and ask God for wisdom…God bless you wherever he takes you…

Comment from cherry srik
Time April 6, 2013 at 1:55 pm

i dont wnt to live more ,,,,, pls a small help from ur side god , just take me awyay from this world ,,i hate me myself, eagerly waiting for your turn to taer my lifepage ,,,,,,,,, i need to die ,,,, good bye ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, pls pls pls pls pls pls pls , god, jst kill me nd through me away

Comment from sistamelba1
Time April 10, 2013 at 9:41 pm

God please help me becomes the cry of our soul when we encounter a situation in life that we are overwhelmed by. A situation that is beyond our power, control or capability to handle by ourselves.

God please help me is the cry from our heart for Divine Intervention. A willingness to surrender our hurt, pain and issues to a God who is able to manage them.

God says in His Word, “…you will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.” (Jeremiah 29:13). When we experience crisis in life, “God is our refuge and strength, A very present help in trouble.”

Sista Melba~

Comment from Oz
Time April 10, 2013 at 11:36 pm

I feel the same I have no children and that’s also a reason 4 me to stop living before I make it messier hope to die in peace just like u said, my only regret it’s to leave my girl alone she loves me so much but it’s the best I can do 4 her let her have a better life a life I could never give her…

Comment from Oz
Time April 10, 2013 at 11:41 pm

I’ve been in the dark for 3 years now so I just think your wrong… And if god doesn’t hear my prays I’m just going to do it, if I wake up tomorrow I’m going to ended my self

Comment from Oz
Time April 10, 2013 at 11:59 pm

Yeah I’d love to be an animal they don’t kill themselves…

Comment from ajit
Time April 12, 2013 at 10:21 am

I wanna die right now… Dont have the courage…but i dont have any reason to live as well…i wanna die…please help

Comment from jejakaselalu
Time April 12, 2013 at 7:48 pm

Ditto. I believe in God. And I don’t mean this as any disrespect for Jesus – – but hey, send the Roman Soldiers to get me; I would have the comfort of knowing that I would be gone from this earth within a few days; if it is to heaven, great. If to hell, well -whats a few decades tacked on to eternity? I hate this life, I hate this life, I hate this life.

Comment from Lindiwe
Time April 13, 2013 at 1:04 am

Go to scoan.org and send ur prayer request now disconnect urself from darkness death is nt frm God Jesus is the only way nt one of the ways

Comment from Lindiwe
Time April 13, 2013 at 1:12 am

Satan is the king of stealing killing and destroying if you kill yourself he wins your soul bt if u fight him God will assist you to over come his affliction! Jesus Christ is alive He never said goodbye

Comment from noel
Time May 4, 2013 at 4:31 pm

Sooooo true

Comment from noel
Time May 4, 2013 at 4:37 pm

Help…thats all we want.dont give in.

Comment from noel
Time May 4, 2013 at 4:43 pm

I hope she is fine.love and prayers.

Comment from pedro buenaventura
Time May 7, 2013 at 12:51 am

I love life, nature, people, flowers, moonlit nights, sunshine, a walk in the park, and all that, but I have been suffering from physical pain which has not abated. I hate to leave this world, but how can I function with physical pain day in and day out? Dear God, please take me now. I do not have the guts to commit suicide. Dear Lord, take me. I cannot stand the pain any longer. I know it is frowned upon but life, however so beautiful (made even more beautiful because of what I see I am missing) has passed me by because of my physical pain. Please I want to die. Take me now, please. Make it quick and painless. I want to rest.

Comment from Steve
Time May 7, 2013 at 11:12 am

To kevin, sounds like we are two of a kind. I can’t make blanket statements about God’s promises or simply regurgitate sentences from the Bible and apply my own meaning or interpretation to them. In fact I get angry reading these flat statements, recycled tag lines that some of these people spit out as if they have the secrets or inside information about God just because they read the Bible one too many times. I am a believer in God, part of that is childhood indoctrination and the other part is genuine belief, faith. I can’t speak to your specific situation but I UNDERSTAND intense heartbreak, longing, regret and dread. I’m living it TOO. I know my simple online post can’t help much, if at all. I just want people to stop pretending they know there is a God and his motives. I have a hard time trusting those people and fear they may be perpetrating false hope. But God or not, you will endure and you will be loved again because it sounds like love, connection, affection, all these things are important to you and they will come back to you if you continue to put yourself out there in a positive way. Taking your life delegitimizes who you are and what you’re relationship meant in the first place. It also robs you of the good fortune you have coming to you in this lifetime. Again I don’t want to speak out of place and I’m not even trying to save your life. I just want you to know I feel you and ask that you endure with me. Respond back if you want to keep talking.

Marc marons podcast helps me, WTF. Listen to the episode with Daniel Smith talking about anxiety and love.

I’m real.

Comment from mungo
Time May 13, 2013 at 12:41 pm

Its going to be ok fella…..just hold on…. …..the universe is a total headfuck….sometimes i too doubt the existence of a loving God….with all the shit going on in the world……but just think mate…..on yer conception it was you n millions of other sperm having a go at that egg….on the right day…..the right temp….the right species n a planet just the right distance from a small bog standard sun!!!….ur a miracle mate……. .life is a miracle…..good times n bad times…..live n love my friend……and God will help you….just love……..try so hard to love…….its fkn hard sometimes…….but dude…..i love ya man……keep well…

Comment from pedro buenaventura
Time May 16, 2013 at 3:02 am

What do you do when you suffer from chronic pain inflicted by another, and that chronic pain is in the reproductive area. In my case it was inflicted by a doctor who deliberately asked me to strip and then he kept pressing and poking deep the area of my reproductive organ until I started screaming at what he was doing. Ever since then, I have been in pain day and night. I cannot conceive of a lifetime in pain. I hope anybody can help me out here, other than pain-killers which do not help much. I ask the Lord, please heal me, or take me.

Comment from Maranda
Time May 18, 2013 at 4:32 pm


Comment from Merlyn
Time May 18, 2013 at 9:08 pm

i also feel the same. i just want to end up all the pain by dying. i have a 2 yr old son and he is the only reason i keep holding on. I feel so lonely, worthless and helpless and I do not know how to move on. I have lost my job, friends and my integrity. everybody think i am insane but I know I am not. i am also into medications for my hypothyroid disease and it just feels so depressing. I am so much depressed that I just want God to take my life right away.

Comment from Pablo
Time May 20, 2013 at 7:11 pm

Hello BUenaventura and Merlin…and whomever else wants my advise…
Firstable I want to make aware this is my personal opinion …
Our creator is powerful…you can be heal! but you mmust believe it!…and the good news is Yes you can do it!…it only takes to let you guide my the Creator…ask him! he really love us…he has forever power and love for us…do not understimate…he is almighty and if you ask (and I am also going to ask for you now at this precise moment)…he is now healing you….I feel the pain and sorrow and I also anger of the cruelty or misshandleing toward you…but he ca heal you…please believe…
I am telling you…about 3 month ago my Father had fallen and broke his femur near the hip (he is almost 80)…then at hospital (2 hospitals) did not give him hope because they said he had so many complications (his heart had a blockage amount the complications)…but I did not loose faith…also asked friends to pray (there is lots of paower in prayer more than even what doctors can do)…and even when doctors did not want to surgery (because they were afraid of he could not support)…we forced the doctors to do it…we were sure on the almighty God…and guess what…my Father amazingly is at home…still in bed but he is healing!!! prise the Lord…Amen…his word will never return empty…and if he is with you…who will be agaisnt you?…so Friends…Believe and got courage …promise yourself to do it until the end…cuz you know…he is the only one who can take us out…and if that’s his will…then so be it…I wish I can talk more about my personal experience…Life here feels like if we were from another planet right?…but for sure he is your Lord…he LOVES YOUUUU HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU EVEN IF YOU DIEEEE….BELIEVE AND YOU SHALL BE HEAL….I pray for you to the Lord…

Comment from Eduard
Time May 21, 2013 at 5:21 am

Ohh you poor delusional man, it was your rigid unchangeable values that brought all this distress, the only thing you can do is get some therapy, i promise it will help. Praying and wishing for something to happen does not make it so. I don”t mean to be rude or intolerant but trust me, the moment you start questioning your values that”s the moment you truly have a chance to understand what”s happening to you and to the people and world around you. And that”s the only thing that is within your control. I may not be able to promise to “pray” for you but as an atheist and humanist, i have hope for you. May reason prevail over blind obedience and fear of the unknown.
I wish you and your family all the best my fellow human being.

Comment from stan
Time May 27, 2013 at 1:09 pm

hang in there. your life cannot be worse than mine. trust me. if you saw my life you would laugh at your problems. i have been in a hell of hells for over 25 years and i am still in it. i have prayed, i have read literally hundreds of self help and spiritual books and all to no avail. trust me my friend you are way better off than me. you have to hang on just like i am hanging on. i have debts and problems that are suffocating me and i see no way out. but i am still hanging on for some strange reason. i put on a brave face everyday but i am literally dying inside. i am riddled with shame and guilt and feel worthless. but i am still hanging in there. i dont know anything for sure but i know that deep deep inside me is a good worthy person. just like i know the same for you and everyone else. just hold on that truth my friend, sometimes thats all you got.

Comment from pam
Time May 27, 2013 at 11:07 pm

I need to die. I want to kill myself. Ican’t handle the pain. Nobody loves me even my two daughters. I have no other family and I am so alone in this world. No friends to rely on and no one to care for me. I am tyring to figure out how to die. I need to die peacefully so pills is the best way to die. Sorry I can handle the pain…. No one cares. I lost my job, I lost my children and I lost my father. I have no reason to live anymore…

Comment from Oz
Time May 28, 2013 at 5:20 am

I remember I left a coment here 1 month ago. I was about to end my life, but something stopped me something made me change my mind and my life has turned around completely… My advice to everyone in the same spot I was a month ago please listen to that voice and I guess god or whatever is out there really hears us, just hang in there a couple of minutes and something magical will happen…

Comment from Pablo
Time May 29, 2013 at 3:45 pm

Pam…if you really want to add pain in your Life then go ahead and do it!!! but if you want to do a real change that is REAL in your Life then don’t do it !!! is that simple…I can not count the times I have been like you Pam…but misteriously or amazingly there has been a “force” that help me get up…don’t think you are the only one…for real yo have not seen pain…just look around!!! come on..are you really really that bad…are you in pain?…do you have comletely distroyed your Life or other’s?…
Come On Pam…you know as well as your God that is not truth…you need to promisse yourself that you will conquer Life…you can Pam…I can tell you without even seeing you that you can…I can feel it…I will pray for you to the Lord almithy and let it be good for you…your Life will change…not because of me…but because you will undeerstand you have value…yourself are valuable…you are beautiful…don’t give up please…I am beggin you…Life is hard but we can conquer it…you can do it…Come back and tell us you did it Pam!!! find friend’s that are really worth it…look and trust…but look for the truth always…condem lie and sorrow…live for Happiness no matter what is the cost…at the end you will Die (that’s for sure) but your Life will be ended naturally and you will feel good inside…Please Live…

Comment from Julia
Time June 2, 2013 at 6:01 am

I will say this plain and simple. I feel the very same way as the man did that wrote the very first post. I trust in God, yes I have begged God to take me also. I have been through some identical situations that he has. It is VERY heartbreaking. When you serve God, of course you will have trials because God said in his word that he chastises the ones he loves. If you have never experienced situations like divorce, your own family (blood) turning from you, people talking about you for no legitimate reason, etc. then DON’T judge anyone who is crying out for God to take them. No, suicide is not the answer, but sometimes no matter how hard you try and no matter what you do for good it seems that everything goes wrong. God said he would never put on us more that we could take. I trust in God and believe in His Word because He is the Word, but God knows that we are weak vessels in the flesh and need to express ourselves in whatever way we can. That does not mean we don’t trust God but we are really saying “God deliver me from all this pain”. The Bible is a roadmap for us to go by. God used many people in the Bible that suffered and cried out to him. That did not make those people less Christians but it shows us how the flesh is weak but God is strong in whatever situation. I am still growing, but as we all know if you serve God you will learn until the day you die that you will suffer persecution. Nobody knows everything even if they are a preacher because if we did we would be perfect and be in Heaven. Put your trust in God and not in men because God will never fail you even through the trials and pain that go with it. Man can fail you. Be careful of who you talk to and what you say. Tell man nothing and tell God everything!!!

Comment from Julia
Time June 4, 2013 at 5:55 pm

Thank You for reentering my comment!!!

Comment from gustavo
Time June 5, 2013 at 1:26 am

I feel the same way my friend but I’m still fighting,regardless that sometime feel so weak I get up and fight another round,another day,We are in God’s hands.
Maybe the worst enemy in our battle are the negative thoughts,is then when I spoke to God looking for strength.
I’m sick,old and tired but I refuse to give up.

Comment from Michael
Time June 5, 2013 at 7:47 am

I, too, feel lost and alone in the wilderness. I just feel that I don’t have the strength or power to endure anymore and have found myself saying over and over that I wish He had taken me long ago. I can’t bear the final sin of taking my own life, but I just wish He would take me now

Comment from Russ
Time June 6, 2013 at 2:14 am

Dear Lord,

I, as well, feel that my life is meaningless. I have sinned, and I know that you have forgiven me, but the old thoughts and old ways of doing things still keeps coming back. Depression is a constant in my life, and it gets so bad at times. I am not a man that can say I have done anything with my life. I cannot finish anything I ever start. People that I thought were my friends and I thought I could count on, well they are not proving to be as much. I cannot, in good faith, keep going down this same road. As much as I have tried this past two years, my sense of worthlessness still comes back to haunt me. I do not want to keep fighting any longer, as me being able to wage war on my afflictions is overwhelming. I have not done right by my family, and it has cost me everything. I do pray for all the folks that have need for the Lord’s help in their circumstances. I only want to get out of this miserable existence. Please forgive my rantings.


Comment from Julia
Time June 6, 2013 at 5:42 am

Gustavo and Michael…as God said in His word that we will face challenges everyday of our life, but He will give us the strength to endure. He said He would never leave you nor forsake you and that His love is everlasting. People may disappoint us but God never does. We feel like as we grow older that we cannot continue to go through these battles but rest assure in God’s word that Jesus did not die on the cross in vain and the Holy Spirit Ghost) will speak directly to your heart, give your comfort, and will guide you through every step you take. Don’t depend on your mind to make decisions but on your heart and as I said that is that Holy Spirit (Ghost) speaking directly to you. Always remember an idol mind is the devils (satans) workshop. Continually feed your soul with God’s Word and be around true Christians that have a strong and positive relationship with God. If you ask God, He will show you which friends are true and the ones that are not. Always remember God is our best Friend and you can tell Him everything. The mind is a battlefield everyday of our life and the devil (satan) loves no more than to play around and torment your minds. I understand as I said we want God to take us now to get relief from the pain and sorrow from this world but God knows that the flesh is weak and He also knows the time to take us and how. Before you were ever born God knew every step you would take and the time that you would be taken from this world. I almost died when I was 3 years old but so many prayers went up along with a devote grandmother praying for me and I see her prayers are still being answered today. We all have times when we become weak and weary in the flesh and I have many times wondered why God did not take me when I almost died at 3 years old and know that I could have went straight to Heaven. The doctors did not give my parents any hope in me living but God knew He had a purpose for my life. Look up In the Bible and remember this verse in “Galations 6:9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not”. This life on earth is just temporary and always remember that this earth is a training ground as if you were in war to prepare you for your eternal home (Heaven). You may feel you are in the wilderness and alone but remember God is with you. When you feel like this begin to quote the may the Bible verses and repeat the name of Jesus out loud over and over. There is nothing the devil (satan) hates more that the mention of Jesus name. You do have the strength and power to continue until God takes you home but that comes through continually being alone with God and his Word which as I said He is the Word . God knows the pain your are feeling as you cry out to Him but as I said He will never leave you nor forsake you. Be very careful who you trust. Don’t give up and please do not allow the devil (satan) to put lies and wrong thoughts in your mind to the point that suicide starts looking like an outlet because that is not the answer. The only real peace is God. Have a strong heart to heart talk with God on a continual daily basis and if you are not able to Pray because you are not alone then say a Prayer within your heart because remember God knows your heart and what you are Praying. I will end by saying God truly Loves you and also I want to give you this verse to always remember everyday “James 4:7 Submit yourselves therefore to God, Resist the devil, and he will flee from you”. Take care and have a blessed day and life. GOD LOVES YOU!!! (The Bible proves that).

Comment from Trina Imes
Time June 7, 2013 at 7:02 am

Your in my prayers I going thought almost the same. God helped me and he can help you. God bless you

Comment from Julia
Time June 8, 2013 at 5:28 am

I am continuing to pray for you. STAY IN THE WORD (BIBLE). Ask God to renew your mind daily, allow the Holy Spirit (Ghost) to control your mind, Pray continually (never cease), and mention the name Jesus out loud over and over. As I mentioned there is nothing the devil (satan) hates more than the mention of the name “Jesus”. The devil (satan) trembles at the mention of Jesus name. Don’t allow your mind to guide you but allow your heart to guide you which is the Holy Spirit (Spirit). Stay alert to what your heart is telling you and don’t allow oppression which is from the devil (satan) to make you do something that is not what you want. We all stumble (slip) sometimes but all you need to do is ask God to forgive you and instantly he does just that. (1 Corinthians 10:13: When you are tempted, God is faithful: He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. And when you are tempted he will provide you a way out). He throws all our sins into the SEA OF FORGETFULNESS, and they are not to be mentioned again by you or anyone else. If anyone continues to throw the past in your face, tell them the past is forgotten by God. If they want to continue doing this then always remember to ask God to show you who he wants you to have as a friend and he will do just that. The devil ( satan) wants to taunt us with memories from the past but when he does that remind him of his future which we know is eternal hell. Keep holding on because one day God is coming back for his children who are ready to deliver them out of this sin sick world. Remember that we have something wonderful waiting for us which is a mansion in Heaven. HOLD ON TO GOD WITH ALL THAT IS WITHIN YOU. God Bless You. (Remember someone is always Praying for you).

Comment from sunshine
Time June 9, 2013 at 7:54 pm

Please do not kill yourself! Your life is such a precious gift from God! You are NOT how you feel! You are a very special & unique person, whom God created with lots of potential & in HIS very own image! Everyone, including me has bad days! Just today, I have been hurting all over! And truly have NOT felt like sitting up! But, I know that no type of pain lasts forever! If you do NOT know Jesus, then please seek HIM with all of your being! Surrender your life to HIM! Just cry out to HIM & HE will help you! Jesus died so we might have life & have it more abundantly! I am sure HE has a plan for you life! And the enemy came to tear down & destroy your life! If you listen to him, then you will be so sorry! For he hates you & wants to drag you down with him! Jesus came to build up! Jesus is LOVE! Please do NOT take your own life! It is NOT even yours to take! And think of those, whom you will be leaving behind! You may not feel loved or needed, but you are! You are needed much more than you will EVER know! You are valued so much, that Jesus took every single one of your sins upon HIMSELF & died in your stead! HE, WHO knew no sin did that for you! If you had been the only person in the world, HE would have died for you! Isn’t that awesome?? I have a loved one, whom got in this frame of mind & she did away with herself! Trust me, when I tell you that she regretted it, but it was too late! She did NOT feel loved or wanted either & saw no way out, but she was deeply loved! We have all suffered horribly from her suicide! Just because someone does NOT feel loved or needed in this world does NOT mean they are NOT loved or wanted! That is just lies that satan is placing in your mind because he hates you & wants you dead! Jesus would NEVER tell you to kill yourself! NO WAY! HE would tell you to give it all to HIM & HE will take excellent care of you! I love the Scripture that says, “He will perfect all of those things that concern me”..Whenever I am going through difficult times, I speak this Scripture out loud! The Bible works when all else fails! There is so much life & health in the Word of God! Make sure to speak HIS WORD out loud, so that old enemy (satan) will hear you! It works & God is our miracle drug & our miracle worker! And HE WHO created you from the dust of the earth loves you unconditionally! HE, WHO created the very air you breathe LOVES you! The CREATOR OF THIS UNIVERSE LOVES YOU! I PRAY YOU GET HOW GREAT IS HIS DEPTH AND HEIGHT OF LOVE IS..JUST FOR YOU:-)! Blessings<3

Comment from Anonymous
Time June 16, 2013 at 6:05 pm

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” – Jeremiah 29:11
Trust God, and admit that you don’t have his perfect sight. You only see the here and the now. God sees the total plan. If you want, watch Veggie Tales, “A Snoodle’s Tale” it might help demonstrate God’s outlook for you.

Comment from Tinky
Time June 29, 2013 at 7:29 pm

Hello-please dont worry and please dont die. i have been through such a phase many times in life, just like you. you should brave the situation. better time will come ahead for you. just divert yourself immediately and listen to music or TV, get over busy in some activity. face your challenges and sad aspects of life with courage. pray to god daily and chant; OM NAMAH SHIVAYA to shivji God. its better to dare the situation since God has better in store for you. death is not the solution. believe me-those who die commit the worst mistake of their life and they are NEVER EVER born again-those who commit suicide are a pack of fools who take hasty decisions. God gives us just 1 life and we should remain happy and keep laughing in that one single life. we should brave challenges, we should face sadness. whatever may come our way, we just shouldnt lose hope. we should be positive. and one day, we will be happy ultimately. God blesses everyone. believe me, i have undergone depression, i took anti-depressants and i have attempted suicides many times. but i was always luckily saved. u know why I was saved? Because God was always there for me and he saved me. i later realized that. God later gave me the best husband I could ever get in life-now i thank god for giving me a wonderful husband as i have remained a lonely girl earlier in life. i love my husband and he loves me. so i suggest u wait for the day when u shall be happy-the way i have waited through my sad times to get a good husband. so always be happy and keep laughing. Again remember-God gives us just 1 life and we wont get that life again. so forget all your worries. be happy. God has always better in store for you

Comment from sbellavance
Time July 1, 2013 at 11:22 am

I prayed for you today that you may have the strength to move forward for yourself and your beloved children.Please pray for me as well. I am in horrible darkness.
thank you.

Comment from Mr. KP
Time July 2, 2013 at 6:19 pm

THANK YOU SO MUCH “sunshine”

I’m also in my dark days right now, I got problems that make me think i want to die.. i feel useless in many ways ….. i don’t know what to do .. i cannot tell anybody about my problem, even my parents cause i’m afraid … So i always pray it to God. but it seems that i need someone who can answer me right away … however after i read your post, somehow i realize that i lost fate to God even though i always pray and confess to him.
Thank you for your wonderful words.


(please excuse my English)

Comment from Oz
Time July 3, 2013 at 5:25 am

Even trough the darkest days the fire burns and give us light and Gides us…

Comment from TEO
Time July 4, 2013 at 2:21 am

Please God help me to die quickly too. No matter how much I try, I fail. No matter what my intentions are, I seem to do more harm than good. The cycles just keep repeating themselves and I cannot break free. ever. My children dont love me and I dont understand why. I am trying to raise my grandson, but i occurs to me that one day he will turn on me too. He will betray me and condemn me too because I am sick. I am not acceptable in the Body of Christ because I am depressed. According to the church, you are supposed to be happy and peaceful. But God you know that I am neither. Even so I am a christian. I do believe in you and I do have a relationship with you. The relationship tells me that you do not hate me like your children do, like my children do. One day I can go be in your arms. Finally having someone to hold me that REALLy loves me…accepts me as I am and loves me anyway. I just cannot take much more. I am so tired of hurting, so tired of trying o make things beer so tired of trying to measure up. so tired of being imperfect and dealing with other imperfections too. Please God, give me a heart attack or a fatal stroke or even run me over with a truck. please do so soon. My life is filled with torture and grief and sorrow and pain. ENOUGH ALREADY. I wan out. Please, oh merciful God. have mercy on me. Protect my loved ones from the enemy and from each other but take me home. I Wanna go home with you. please. please please. Dont leave me here to continue suffering. I cant take it anymore God I just cant. please.

Comment from Deepak Sharma
Time July 6, 2013 at 11:21 pm

god plz meri help karo mai use bhot pyar karta hu vo bhi bhot pyar karti hai mujhse phir kyu ho raha he aisa humare sath mai kya karu plz humari shdi karva do man jaye sab log sab thik kardo mai hath jodta hu apke per padta hu plz mai kabhi kuch nahi manguga plz use mujhse door mat karo mai mar jaunga plz bhagwan plz

Comment from karishma
Time July 9, 2013 at 4:46 am

god i have many reason for die.. god u know everything of my life.. i know i m stupid but i really love him. i do everything for him. i know that he don’t love me but i also know that i love him so much. i thank to u bcoz he is with me. i know i hurt him many times but after that i realize my mistake and cry so much. he is very angry person but i know he is very sweet in heart. he forget my many mistake but this he don’t say something why he angry with me. he dn’t receive my call and no rply for my msgs. i feel very lonely without him. i always cry in whole night and i always pray to u for our relation. plz god u help me all time but not this time. plz god help me. plz last chance give me. i never hurt him. i promise. plz god give me my love. plz god no one are with me. i beleve in u. plz god help my. i cann’t live without him. i love him so much, you know that. plz god i requst u.

Comment from Kandi
Time July 14, 2013 at 12:45 am


Comment from kelly vandamme
Time July 15, 2013 at 10:37 am

i feel for you.close to the way my life is. but i have caused my problems all on my own.l am such a fool.

Comment from anita
Time July 16, 2013 at 8:04 am

Hi teo please dont die am feeling just like you my kids don’t love me either I have been suffering going thru pain in my life since I was little got pick on got bully in school wanted to quit but kept going and graduate and did a littel college I always felt different got married husband cheats And mentally physicaly abuse me he was on drugs I alway have horrible relationship am in debt don’t like some of my physical appearance don’t have any friends lonely I wanted too die to but I kept praying keeping the faith that god need me here and I love him he the only one love me I can write a book on my life but hang in there it will get better praying for all you guys god love you and so do i

Comment from RAHUL
Time July 17, 2013 at 7:55 am

hello karishma i have same situation like yours and i also want to die but cant die becoz of her i love so much i am very angry and more possesive about her and mujhe kabhi brdas nahi hota ki koi or use dekhe bhi or same your boyfriend loves u much more he understand ur feeling so not to frusted just tell him ur situation apni halat batao unhe ap kitna pyar karti ho unse kya feel karti ho expres kro dikhao fir dekhna tumhari life me pyar lot aega unka

Comment from ted
Time July 21, 2013 at 5:05 am

God please help these people in pain. Give them happiness, love and security.

Comment from Nano
Time July 24, 2013 at 9:35 am

plz ppl pray for me..i left my husband to be wid my love..even my husband was also not good..i started living wid my boyfriend..he really loves me..bt due to a bit financial problem he suggested me a break up n wanted me to go bak to my husband..am staying wid my mom ryt nw..nw he s saying me to wait fr a mnth or so n den he vl tk me bak and vl file a divorce wid my husband..and vl marry me..am 25 yr old..my husband is ready to take me bak..i dont knw wat to do..smtimes i feel lyk dyin..y god made me do dat arranged marriage..n plz help..am vry depressed..

Comment from Beth Smith
Time July 24, 2013 at 7:52 pm

A very dear friend of mine from high school killed himself on Sunday. I knew he was down, but I had no idea that it was so serious that he was willing to take that step that signifies finality for him and unbearable grief for us, his friends and family. If I had known, I would have helped him to the best of my ability. We were separated by many miles, but due to modern conveniences, we were able to stay in touch. Now I am left with that heart-wrenching guilt and the idea that what good am if I cannot serve my friends when they are in complete misery. I cannot bring him back, but I would be happy to speak with you if you need a sympathetic/empathic ear. Please post again to let me know if you are interested in communicating and if not, feel free to ignore me. I don’t know you, but I love you because you are one of God’s creatures and I honestly don’t think that’s what he wants for you.

With warmest regards,

Comment from Anushka Sweets Reddy
Time July 24, 2013 at 9:15 pm

I prayed this kind of prayer several times and I attempted several times.i was too scared to cause pain to myself and die. This time I will not fail for I have better idea and I will close my eyes. To God: I know I am not worthy to pray to you. Thank you for everything. In jesus amen.

Comment from Anushka Sweets Reddy
Time July 24, 2013 at 9:18 pm

Why there is so much competition for me here too?

Comment from yamini
Time July 25, 2013 at 2:38 am

god u know everything. he don’t talk to me for one month. he don’t know how i feel without him. i know he is very angry with me but i say sry in many time but he don’t say anything. u know god even my b’day he don’t wish me on my b’day. that day i really very hope but he don’t wish me. god u told me what my mistake? my mistake is that i love him so much. yes god i m fuly mad for him. i cann’t live without him. plz god accept my pray. i pray with my crying heart. give me my happiness.

Comment from Dead
Time July 27, 2013 at 12:36 pm

That’s great stuff man. I totally feel the same way. I think I will say this prayer myself. Thanks!

Comment from Vinny
Time August 1, 2013 at 11:38 am

I’m in the same boat as many of you. These feelings are overwhelming ! How much can one take. Having everything to losing it all. A pain that doesn’t go away. Beth that was so sweet of you. God bless all. I pray we all find the strength to continue on!

Comment from Peter
Time August 1, 2013 at 2:25 pm

God help me and all these ppl. Aman

Comment from jjohn
Time August 5, 2013 at 9:07 pm

I dont even know about god anymore or care. I have always hated being alive since i was a child . Nothing makes me happy or can get me to care. When my health got bad i was scared to die. I feel like im in hell wanting not to die or live. The only solution was never being born . Now that im in this hell i just live everyday without meaning . I curse my parents for having me . But they are dead and gone and im still here . Living without a reason or a decent brain is hell. Think twice before you make babies for fun and because everyone else has human larvae. The child might realize how fucked up this world is and that no one cares and if they did it wouldnt change our selfish human race. Living dead in california.

Comment from nisha
Time August 6, 2013 at 5:14 am

Dear God,
Please make my dad well and fine.. Take my life I dont want this kind of life..but cure my dad’s disease pleasezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Comment from akash
Time August 7, 2013 at 7:57 am

please dont die …try to find happiness in small things.. big thing happens ..but don’t depend on them life can be without that big thing ..just dont do any thing wrong that could affect your next life ..do good things because GOD really do the justice to everyone ..believe it

Comment from serenityinchaos2012
Time August 7, 2013 at 9:57 am

I’m sorry but killing yourself is a very selfish thing to do. You would destroy the lives of the people who love you. Of course you won’t care about that because you’ll be dead.

Comment from serenityinchaos2012
Time August 7, 2013 at 10:15 am

Look around my friend, you are not the only person who is suffering. The news is depressing so I try to avoid it. Everyday there are stories about parents murdering their babies, and yes I do mean babies. It doesn’t end there. Children murdering children. Lives lost to drugs. Lives lost to alcohol. Lives lost to disease, starvation and war. Children forced into prostitution. The world is full of pain. It is not my intention to make light of anyone’s pain, I’m just pointing out that the world is a dark place. Be the change you wish to see in the world. Those are the immortal words of Ghandi.

Comment from i am who can help
Time August 12, 2013 at 7:50 am

Please take care of your children. You are here for them and only them, it should make you happy knowing you will give them a father. Even though times are tough you will find a way. By no means do I mean you to go to heaven. You are here for your boys, help them so in the end they may help you. Show them love and you shall receive it. No other person matters more to you than them. They need a father that can prove to them that no matter what life throws at one person, you can always come back stronger! When they see this it will unite all of you! Love is in your hearts,
If you ignore it it is easily missed.

Comment from Joey
Time August 14, 2013 at 9:20 pm

If anyone’s a feelings down reply to this and I will give you my number please call me you will be very suprised
There is always a way out!

Comment from Joey
Time August 14, 2013 at 9:25 pm

I care

Comment from Rev. Henry Slesinger
Time August 20, 2013 at 1:59 pm

Brother, I think you should die. It is in His plan. Sometimes God must use your hand to do his deeds, and maybe your suicide is his ultimate intent.

Comment from t. machos
Time August 20, 2013 at 4:37 pm

i have severe depression am so lonely and i do not want to live another day.i also have a great deal of pain in my body and do not want to feel the pain anymore. I have been to therapy and taking many meds with no relief. Please God let me die in my sleep tonight, so that i will not suffer anymore.

Comment from Jean
Time September 15, 2013 at 3:56 pm

Be still and know that I am God – Brother god didn’t take nothing it was the devil! Please call me I love you brother although this post is years old please call me! 7735587158

Comment from Jean
Time September 15, 2013 at 3:58 pm

Please call me brother you have a friend in me brother! 7735587158 Jean-

Comment from Anita
Time September 16, 2013 at 9:03 am


Comment from Pablo
Time September 16, 2013 at 8:47 pm

I really want to give encourage to whomever was given a wrong advise here…I don’t ubnderstand the nature of your problem cuz I have not heard it…however I noticed someone had been given you the advise of suicide !!! I am very surprised of someone here giving that kind of advise…I just want to tell that person (Rev. Henry Slesinger) that there is NOTHING imposible for our God…he manifest it on every moment evry times…so if you don’t believe that then you should try and trust cuz that’s what I did years ago…for real I can not explain hwo is it I am alive and doing the things I do…if people only knew they will probably fall down and pray to God and then will be strong and faithful as I have become thru him only…
Mr. Rev. Henry Slesinger I am nobody that knows you, but I ask you in the name of the Lord retract your words with whoever you gave the suicide advice…Life is worth it even the very little we can live…even if we are disable or sick…God has a purpose for us…and I am sure is not suicide…cuz if that was truth then why he let us be born?…don’t you think he is so wise to do the things he does.?…I then here because of him…not because of me…God bless.

Comment from Susan
Time September 24, 2013 at 10:00 pm

Just curious, are you still alive?? I have the same hope. Marriage is over, lost the kids, lost my job, lost insurance coverage, money is gone, lost my friends, list everything. I pray to God to take me. Such a shame, cause I was always the giver. Taught the kids at church all about religion and our faith, taught the grade schoolers how to read and appreciation about the world around us through art and song, gave thousands of dollars to charity, and this is the thanks I get. Nuffin. Dear God show mercy on me and put me out of my misery. We all know I’m too chicken to do it myself. Please god, hear my prayers. Seems like the right and just thing to do. I’ve been good to everyone around me, now it’s time for you to do the same for me. Take me away and let me die. Life has been too unbearably painful to continue. I have been your faithful servant for so many years with out asking for much in return. Now I’m asking for that return. Probably get the usual response that I’ve been hearing a lot of lately. No. FTW. I’m done.

Comment from J
Time September 25, 2013 at 1:25 pm

I feel just like you…I feel as though I have lost God and His spirit. Please add me to your prayerlist as I am at the total end of myself. I feel fallen from grace and life completely. It has been 2 years. Please pray that the Lord will hear and forgive me. I hope you feel better. It has been a long time since I have felt like my prayer was heard. I am begging God for forgiveness and to restore me to Him. My Spirit has gone.

Comment from Jean
Time September 25, 2013 at 1:39 pm

Remember that we don’t live by sight but by faith. The way to hear from god is by doing he’s will! If you remain in what made you fall from grace you’ll never hear from him. Repent and dohhe’s will surrender to him! Their is joy in he’s works! But you must make an effort, pay the price! Pray unceasingly, fast, Praise, Worship! And walls shall fall. Do not surrender!

Comment from Indo
Time September 30, 2013 at 8:58 am

Please be right

Comment from Jean
Time September 30, 2013 at 10:15 am

Sister, you already got your reward. People confess god with their lips but far from there heart is he. The good you do should never be something you talk about, or find leverage on. It is between you and god. Or do you not know that god is not a respector of men? Sister all the, good that you do is but dirty rags in front of the lord your god” to do any work with premeditation of getting a better look from god is wrong, the good you do should be done from the heart, never expecting it and reproaching god as a basis of your good works, Holy, holy, holy is he! We are to praise he’s name! In the good and the bad! For he makes the sun shine on the just as on the unjust! You must know the god you serve, sister the whole entire universe show forth he’s glory! Be not weary, be not weak in spirit! Woe on you if you do for you must do the good race sister! The lord said we would have trials for hes namesake we would be killed all day lead like sheep to the slaughter! Oh blessed is the lord! Blessed is he! Sister be born of the spirit for when the spirit comes none of this happens to a believed! You see this as a trial but it is but a blessing! A blessing I tell you! In your weakness the lord will magnify he’s power! Sister this is your breaking point the turning point in your life either your faith will be withstanding or it will break! It is what we call been tried by fire! Here’s what you do! Listen to no one giving you advice! A son of God will only advice you this and direct you biblically not by he’s own spirit. Dear you must seek the lord, get on your knees pray cry drag yourself on the floor and humble yourself in front of your creator, tell him your heart, moan your pains to him! Fast a few days. Read he’s word meditate on he’s word. Praise he’s name from morning to morning! Most of all lead a holy life in front of him, who called you repent of any wrongdoings even for this post! Resist the devil and he shall flee! And be angry but sin not! Do these things and be still and know he’s god! Love you sister and its going to be alright!

Comment from Me
Time October 29, 2013 at 2:13 pm

I pray every night to be able to go home to God. I am alone and this life is not meant to be lived alone. Friends are married with children, but not me, and therefore, I am an outsider and don’t belong anywhere.
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. Please let me die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.

Comment from Debbie
Time November 21, 2013 at 7:59 pm

I am a mother of a daughter that committed suicide. I now pray to God to take me. The pain is deep

Comment from Anita
Time November 22, 2013 at 7:49 am

Sorry for your loss but i think god wants you to be here on earth to help others get through there pain of losing a love one through suicide please keep praying and keeping the faith i know your and great pain but god have a plan for you god bless you my sister love to you

Comment from :)
Time January 31, 2014 at 4:47 am

Hello, I just finished reading your prayer and you have had a difficult life, BUT so have many other people. You need to stop feeling sorry for yourself and take care of your BOYS. You created them and now they are your responsibility. You teach them how to be better men, no great men. If you have no motivation to live, then do it for your children. You owe then that much. Also your not the only person in the world who has had things taken from them. I know people who have lost more and seen worse than you and they keep, keeping on. THATS LIFE! U take the good, with the bad. We all say we praise his name, but we quickly lose faith when things don’t go the way we won’t them to. Keep the faith, keep praying, death is not the answer.

Comment from Ed
Time May 17, 2014 at 5:40 am

Dear Lord Jesus please have mercy on each of us that feels this pain of being lonely, having a lack of hope and even questioning our faith. The pain is so great at times we can hardly breathe.We hope that the sun doesn’t rise on a new day because we don’t want to face the pain. We may dread the night because we don’t want to be alone in the dark again. We know we should trust in you and wait for your help but we are impatient. It seems like each hour in our pain is forever.Sleep seems to be our only relief and that is only when we can sleep.Please touch each one of us with your Holy Spirit, give was new life, hope and strenghten our faith. In Jesus name I and hopefully we pray. Amen.

Comment from Tania
Time May 17, 2014 at 9:57 pm

I just want to die. I don’t want support or feedback. I’ve been praying for half my life but it just goes on and on….I’ve read every stupid answer, tried all sorts of crap but in the end I still just want to be where spirits go. I don’t want to be here and I won’t kill myself but then maybe god is testing me to just do it myself since he doesn’t hear me. Just want to let my body go and fly free. No more suffering. I don’t want to watch the world go down in flames. I’m not needed, I’m not doing anything so why keep me in stasis? It’s just like god to abort my od’s I mean I took enough for ten people and wake up the next morning. I’m healthy..for what. Just fucking let me go already. Really I know there is no way out and from here on out everyday will be the same…I work on myself but nothing changes…ha I think god you either aren’t real or you don’t care or you have some ridiculous lesson that I’m never gonna grasp…all I want God is for you to release me. Let me die tonight in my sleep. I pray every night and let this be the last. You know no one will even know anyways…well. I hope that this is the last time I beg.

Comment from Tim Narlock
Time May 21, 2014 at 6:16 am

Father we ask forgiveness first so we may come to u with a clean heart. Lord our brother is fighting a spiritual battle. I know not my brothers road but ask that you will walk with him. Sustain him until his faith canbe fully restored! I know just yesterday I was still fighting the same battle questioning your purpose for my suffering.
U are a good God please show your mercy to your people.

Comment from Pablo
Time May 21, 2014 at 5:31 pm

In febreuary of this year my Father passed away…for long time he was on a bed and even tough docs says he could get up…he won’t…he complains that it was painful…every time I asked why?…why let us see you like this?…you was once a fighter and now you are like this?…
Hey this is my advice…DO IT ! if you really wants to die then do it!…and stop the stupid none sense you started…BUT I KNOW YOU WON”T that’s why you are here so someone will tell you don’t….well I am tired of myself and people like you…just do it man…or don’t…so if you have the courage!!! then stop putting this letters…and get up and make some sense of your Fucking Life…you…idiot…don’t you see GOD GAVE YOU so much!!! why waste it?…do something with it!!! build something…help someone…create something remarkable…no matter what!!! DO IT stop crying like a baby…My Life has been so hard I wish not to tell …yet I was like you about 22 Years ago…I tough I was going to die…but guess what?…I won’t!! God has a purpose on my Life and is not church or religion as most people will tell you…I help people…I build a new hope for some and that my friend has a lot of meaning…
Have a good Life or death…yOU DECIDE and don’t blame no one neither God…

Comment from Brian
Time May 29, 2014 at 8:59 pm

I never realized that there are so many people out there wanting to end it all . We live in a harsh world , things will go good and bad . God is always with you , and he hears your prayers . Maybe he isn’t taking you home to heaven because he isn’t done with your life . Maybe that person you said hi to , or smiled at , or just acknowledge was feeling lonely too , and by saying hi , you made their day just a little brighter . No I don’t have all or any the answers , my faith keeps me going each day . I have been in the darkest places , I have the chronic pain , and yes one day I hope to stand I front of God and ask what the crap where you thinking ???? . He has always brought me through the tough times , and yet I find more tough times ahead . God never promised that life was going to be a bed of roses , but he did promise that he would always be by our side . I have prayed to be taken home to heaven on many an occasion , and wonder daily why I am here . Who knows , maybe I’m here just to pass a smile along , or to watch the sun set at dusk . I will know one day ! If you need a few words of encouragement , are lonley and just need to vent , drop me a line . As I said before , I don’t have all the answers , but I do believe that God has a purpose somewhere for me . Keep up the faith . Retiredchaplain91@gmail.com . My prayerS and thoughts are with you all .

Comment from anita
Time May 30, 2014 at 7:25 am


Comment from Bobbi
Time May 30, 2014 at 10:11 pm

I raised my three children alone with no father. I did it because of God, faith, love, belief but most of all they needed me as I was the only earthly gift that God gave my children and I stayed strong for them, by his grace and mercy. I provided for them, raised them and taught them everything. God helped us get by and still does day by day with not what we wanted but what we needed often in the nick of time. Don’t give up on your children, they need you as your all they have, and your Gods greatest gift to them as they are to you. Pi pray That God fills your soul with his strength. Amen

Comment from naren
Time June 2, 2014 at 7:32 pm

I am in huge problems, I am just asking for prayers from all if possible.

Comment from Brian
Time June 3, 2014 at 8:59 pm

Prayers and thoughts your way naren . God will be by your side .

Comment from Ed
Time June 4, 2014 at 4:02 am

May God show great mercy on each and everyone of us that seek his face. Help us to fully accept that Jesus died so we could be saved. Please defeat the strong holds in our lives that keep us in depression which is a horrible bondage.
Naren, you are in my prayers.

Comment from Vixey
Time June 9, 2014 at 7:21 am

DON’T YOU DARE DIE! You know the pain it causes to those left behind. You have two sons. They love you, do not rob them of their chance to know you.

Remember you did experience romantic love, no one but God can know if you will experience it again, but remember you did.

Be there to witness it when your sons get the chance to experience it.

You are a real father, you are THERE, taking care of the boys. You’re only a fake father, if you leave them too.

Comment from bob
Time June 17, 2014 at 2:26 am

pleae god I am a failure I am nothing for you.. my life is destroyed.. people dispice me.. I have no one.. iam the nothing in world of good peple that are not having problems each hour— itry but I have been doomed by a woman that destroys and injopys

Comment from AJ
Time June 20, 2014 at 8:14 pm

Kieran, how are you and how are things? – AJ

Comment from mark
Time June 23, 2014 at 9:13 am

Is there a GOD? Why does HE not help anyone? All I see is people who do not go to church or believe in a GOD doing very well and look to be happy. Here I am not working, not being able to find a good job, having no money to support my wife. What do I have to live for? NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just let me die and get out of my misaberal life.

Comment from Rahul
Time June 25, 2014 at 11:24 am

Are yaar dont die this is not solution one dat all problem will over and your lufe will very happy trust me

Comment from Dharmaya
Time June 29, 2014 at 11:16 am

I must know.. Did u make it through? I can’t see the light out of my own tunnel.

Comment from Clint
Time June 29, 2014 at 11:27 pm

I’ve seen for myself God’s power, but I’ve also seen for myself His indifference. All my life I’ve been alone. Anyone I’ve cared about has never felt anything for me. The only relationships I’ve had were two shabby, pathetic things based on despair. I’ve prayed, begged and grovelled, but the prayer for love must be tawdry and unworthy. On those rare occasions when I think I’ve found someone, there’s never anything there on their side. So the pain just gets that much worse. It’s gotten to the point where every second, every breath is a curse. Not an hour goes by that I don’t think about the moment I will end it – and I’ve been in that state for two years. Forty-one and as worthless and alone as I was at 17. Without love, there is no life, only existence. In this miserable, hedonistic world, most people don’t even understand when you can’t be satisfied with the shallow and the tawdry, gratification of the flesh and forget the soul. All the small pleasure that used to disrupt the pain are poisoned now. I can’t look at a sunset or watch a bird, sit down with a book or movie and have it not be a mirror to my loneliness. There’s no one to share it with. How can I believe in any reward in heaven when there’s only perpetual emptiness and worthlessness here? How can I think God cares when every morning I wake up and He hasn’t had the mercy to end me in the night? Pray, beg and grovel, the years of blackness just stretch on and on. The world becomes more despicable with every hour and there is no solace, no comfort in the arms of someone who cares, someone you belong to. Didn’t Jesus say that we were more important than the birds of the field, yet God provided for them just the same? How much of a piece of garbage must i be then – the birds on the wire aren’t alone. I want the pain to stop, but He won’t allow it. The prayer for love was answered. He said ‘no’. He said ‘rot in your loneliness because you aren’t strong.’ God is there through our tough times. Maybe, but He chooses to do nothing. He didn’t help me as a child when the first friend I ever made molested me before I even knew what the hell that even was. Any of the women who have moved my heart – He never let the same feeling be in theirs. More pain, more blackness, more years of emptiness. Rot and decay. Maybe there are people who learn from my example. Maybe that’s what good comes of this. But for me, I need it to stop. I need that mercy that God claims He will show those who acknowledge Him and accept the sacrifice of Jesus Christ. Nobody wants to die – when you hear someone saying that and you come at them with all this talk about the surprises ahead and such, you miss the point. They need the pain to end, they can’t endure it any more. Think about a hurt you’ve suffered – maybe a broken arm or a bad tooth. Think about how it made you feel – now imagine that you don’t know when that pain will go away or how to make it stop. Imagine that it is there with you every minute of every day. For months. For years. For decades. If you can imagine that, then maybe you can understand why someone falls to their knees and begs God to end the pain. When hope has cheated you at every turn, made itself so hurtful that you curse the very sensation, all you have left is the promise of God that he won’t abandon you. And with every hour the pain persists, your faith crumbles that little bit more until even God’s love is lost to you. If any of you would, pray for the pain to stop. I must be too despicable for Him to hear.

Comment from bella
Time June 30, 2014 at 7:58 am

You are a great father… u don’t hv to die… papa… :( I got a papa who lovea to gamble..he lost nearly 150k… I was a good student in school…. with the dream of becoming a lawyer… but since my father lost all the money…. we become poor… I go to a government school to continue my higher study STPM…. u need to get full marks thn u are eligible to go for law university. …. I born as a average student and I can’t go private university. Because I have no money…. I give up my dream n continue studying ..so that I can apply atleast for a teacher job….


Comment from Carla C
Time July 7, 2014 at 9:14 pm

I’m praying for you.

Comment from allie
Time July 19, 2014 at 6:12 pm

I will die today. cannot breath and don’t want to, no one cares, no one, done

Comment from Oz
Time July 19, 2014 at 10:51 pm

Those words aren’t you, it’s fear… One must let our actions control our emotions that way we can trasend and be one with the universe, and ultimately god, the first step is to know you’re self and the rest it’ll come to you…

Comment from anita
Time July 20, 2014 at 7:32 am


Comment from Curtis
Time August 3, 2014 at 4:41 pm

Jesus Loves you friend.

Just fall back into His arms of grace, mercy and strength.

He paid our sins in full at the cross. He is not surprised with your life. He knew you before you were in your mothers womb and still chose to give you life.

Everyone who calls upon the name of the LORD will be saved! just cry out to Him , let go and let God take over. We can’t do it, but He has done it and finished His work for us at the cross.

The enemy, Satan and his demons try to trip us up and confuse us. But he is a liar. So when things contradicting the Word of God come to mind, say No! God says He will never leave us nor forsake us, nor give us more than we can bare, and that we are loved by our Heavenly Father through Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior.

Try to see it this way. Considering how hard life may seem to you. Praise God that you are still alive and He has given you such strength to bare all this that has come your way.

Just say to Him, Lord, I don’t get it, but I will trust you and lean NOT on my own understanding.

Your are loved brother!

Comment from H
Time August 21, 2014 at 3:08 am

I hope you’re ok. Take it one day, even one hour at a time. Seek help- there are people out there, people that can help. Find a therapist- many are free. Find God, find help. It’s there, He’s there, and He IS listening.

Comment from Oz
Time August 23, 2014 at 6:30 pm

Before you do anything the first step is to know yourself and realize that that voice telling you that you have to give up it’s not the real you, because underneath all those thoughts you really want to live…

Comment from lili
Time September 2, 2014 at 9:30 am

Your post really mattered. I am clinging on and don’t want to let go but every day I lose strength.

Comment from lili
Time September 2, 2014 at 9:35 am

You’re post reached me. I hope that you are still there.

Comment from lili
Time September 2, 2014 at 9:41 am

I want to go home too. But if we are both here still you are a soul I would hug.

Comment from Chris
Time September 2, 2014 at 9:30 pm

Trust me I beg God to let me die Everyday! from the moment I wake up till I finally fall asleep. I am so miserable I have even tried to end my life and yet God keeps me in this living hell That I can’t stand anymore! I hate being alive, I have no reason to be alive, and resent God keeping me in this living hell when I am actually growing sick from how miserable I am! I have come to believe that this whole loving merciful god is a lie. as No so called loving, merciful god would let someone hurt so bad that they beg to die daily!

Comment from Rekrytointi Wsteczny
Time September 4, 2014 at 10:53 am

You typed “beating heart and life itself is a greatest gift of all”… I think I shouldn’t have been born. I should have died within few minutes of birth.

Comment from sagar sanu
Time September 20, 2014 at 4:59 pm

Dr bro don’t feel like dis. God will help you. Every1 face Prblm in their life.. Bt 1day god will help u.. He takes care of their every child. Believe in him..

Comment from veronica
Time November 7, 2014 at 7:13 pm

Ur boys r a big reason to live and i know how u feel i have done the same and no one rally loves me but jesus and my kids and jesus knows why y u r alone iam alone and it is bad and fells ugaly but god know why he knows maybe u can spend more with ur kids and him think

Comment from veronica
Time November 7, 2014 at 8:03 pm

You know something i may not me the ansewr to less pain but i know how u fill jet i was molested because of my mom then i was raped because of her again and i find out that after so many years she is not my mom my real mother wanted a boy but didnt happen so like dog left me to my luck when i had my son his dad beat me everyday no help thier till i left got with another man had my two girls well after 3 years i find out he was molesting my son i put him jail but i went thru more pain seeing my son and me trying to forget our pain my girls my son and i got thru a little at time we had no food no money and everyone that i thought were my famliy hate us and guess what i want to kill my kids and me but stoped and asked god help me i thought things cant get ugalyer they did my kids were taken away by cps because my baby got sick and they said it was mt fault it wasnt i proofed it but my kids were taken for 6 mounthsi cryed every night till said in the name jesus i will get up and be better and i did i tryed everthing and i also askedgod to kill me it be better no nonono it cant be because they need me so please look up and say thanku for what ever u had and because we r alive he doese have plan but rember before he died for us he was beaten black and blue he sufferd but he came back why to teach us that when thing get to be the worst then and only then u r going see gods work he loves u live everthing in his hands amen.

Comment from Michael
Time November 11, 2014 at 11:19 pm

My name is michael, I’m from beech grove Indiana & I’m a severe her I on addict & I m slowly slipping away. I’m tired of myself and living. I hate myself & I don’t know what to do.mentally, I’m isolated from any feeling & relationship with others. I’m lost with no direction to happiness & strength. I can’t control my addiction & don’t know how to live sober. I’m filled with anxiety & depression & I’m scared. Trouble has overwhelmed me. Mentally, I’m weak & feel a sence of hopelessness. I can’t stop using and I’m fucking tired of living. God please forgive me. Someone please help me cause I don’t know what to do with myself…

Comment from Mark
Time December 9, 2014 at 6:00 pm

I read your letter because I feel the same. I have sinned and no longer feel worthy. You have children that need a compassionate father. You are that man…. or you never would have composed that letter. Please allow God to heal and not leave your children to the randomness is society. They need their Dad to lead by example . Please don’t give up

Comment from Dee
Time January 1, 2015 at 12:49 am

Lord, for everyone crying to come home, please take us all home!!! I understand all of their cries! It makes me feel hopeless because they are all experiencing it too! Where is the hope? We are all in pain! Take us home! I can’t imagine living a full lifetime of this depression and pain and fear and anxiety and loneliness and despair just to get old and feeble and desire death even more! I can’t bear the thought of having to have lived all of this life in such hopeless pain, just to experience even more of it with more loss and grief and decline of strength and youth! I had such hope in you for so many years, but everything passed me by! My prayers were never answered. All the wasted years of praying and hoping only to end up here! Take me home! Take us all home! This world is awful! These bodies of death and sin are awful! I understand everyone’s prayers to be taken home. I relate. I am there. I have no words of hope to give any of them except for relief in the next life! I haven’t experienced any positive life change. Only loss after devastating loss after more devastating loss. I can’t bear anymore of it any longer!

Comment from cam
Time January 27, 2015 at 6:52 am

To all here full of despair, I know, understand and feel your pain and anguish, because It is mine as well. Know that God does not move away from us, we move away from him. Have true faith and believe that God the Father, The Son and Holy Spirit are with us always, Ask for his help with true faith and he will help us. I am struggling as well but I am asking God and his mother Mary for their help. Seek out ways to become closer to God, for the Catholics, repent for your sins, Confess your sins and receive forgiveness, do your penance. Receive Holy Communion and follow his Commandments. Be strong, for yourself and your loved ones. Know that you are loved. Live in FAITH, not hope. You don’t need to hope that God is hearing you and will help you, have FAITH that HE IS hearing and he will help. GOD BLESS YOU ALL and cover you with his Holy Spirit in Jesus name Amen.

Comment from Anis
Time January 29, 2015 at 12:59 am

I read your letter above, it dates to November 2011 and today it’s nearly February 2014. I hope you’re still alive and in a much better state of affairs by now.. Honestly, I was seeking for an answer for my deepest pain or simply confirming whether it was wiser to end my life when I came across this site and many others of similar content, but gradually after reading through the comments and many other stories which I got the opportunity to read and made aware of by the author and most of the times victims, I realized that this pain is a common issue.
I always wanted to be different and unique, the mere thought of being average and alike others was a pain in itself for me. Hence, giving up on my life for reasons of unbearable pain now seem to be common and not very unique or different, as if I will not be doing anything great or extraordinary whilst by staying alive and bearing this pain will be something worth and I’ll still have the chance to make wonders in the near future, not because I hope for it but because it’s possible! Oh man, I’m feeling so much better now that I’m writing this and realizing things at the same time.
My life sucks, no one knows me as person, no one understands me, my parents thinks that I’m useless, no one loves me, nobody really cares for me (just false concerns all the way, I hate it and don’t need it), however, I’m there for me and I’ll be there for others who need it most whether they like it or not.. I’m ready to kick-ass!
I know some people who are now or will be having suicidal feelings will surely read this, I just wanna tell you to rebound, and this time, get the ball in your court.. it’ll take time but do it as it’s always better to have the experience of trying to get gold and falling to silver than not trying, and feeling numb like a rock without anything at all.. You got only one life, do whatever you want out of it, even when it pains really hard, enjoy it and tell it, you want more! I love you all even if I don’t know you.. :)

Comment from chris
Time February 13, 2015 at 3:36 am

I do not know you , but at least you have your two Sons , or children .
I try to survive and be good , but right now I am of less real value than you . I know sadness and live in deep emptiness . This is terrible .
Constant headaches , depression , and remorse . Terrible .
I am weary of emptiness .

My parents dead , siblings look down on me .
I function as the Family Joke .

Once I was smart , but very timid . Now I am old and useless . This is hard .

Okay . Phone dying … like me . Bye .

Comment from Anonymous
Time March 19, 2015 at 6:39 am

Why am I still alive? There have been so many people that have passed that are more loved and missed that I could replace in death. My live started out great, from the time that I had to hide under a bush after my father kicked out of the house telling me he would beat me for missing the school bus. That was on a day with no school. To the time my brothers and me getting beat by a rubber shower hose for getting the bathroom floor wet. If my parents did not get a divorce we surely would have been killed by our father. Memories got better after that, to one birthday coming home to present that we already broken by my older brothers. Needless to say my childhood was filled with great moments and very little friends. I have worked even before I could get working papers. From delivering papers where a bundle of papers weighed more than me. To working for a city program for the poor where all the money I made went into the household. I have always put myself last in everything I do. You must put family first.
I joined the Army after high school to help out the family and because college was just too expensive. Like anything else in life the Army was ok just some ran into some people that I which I never meet. I went to college and ROTC hoping things would be different as a commissioned officer. Was I wrong, even though I was a good officer looking out for my men and ensuring assigned things were accomplished. I was not well liked for one reason or another because of the woman I fell in love with. I did want to make a career in the army, but higher ranking officers made it impossible for me to accomplish that. Later ran into on superior that was getting ready to be kicked out of the Army because they were not worthy of a promotion.
My life has not gotten any better. I finally got my wife to the US along with my daughter. I was then recalled by the Army to participate in Operation Iraqi Freedom. I had no problem being a man and honoring my commitment. I did miss my daughter growing up between the ages of 3 thru 5. While back in medical problems arose. I’m now medically retired with a VA disability of 90% and a Military retirement of 70%. VA ratings go up to 100%, the higher the rating the more difficult it is to obtain the rating because of the way VA calculates the percentage. From the Military the highest rating you can get is 75%. I still suffer from these medical conditions, it would be even worse without medical coverage from the Army. Just one of my prescriptions is over $2000 a month and I have eleven other prescriptions. I do know what I have to look forward to later in life. From being blinded from one condition to being immobilized by another.
Now for my working life, it is a treat to come into work each day. Between the drive into work to working almost every day with pain from Migraines each day. The people that I work with and for make for a sun shiny day. My current supervisor could not be better. When we were the same pay grade he was harassing me every chance he got. I let my supervisor at the time know about it. I was never informed what if anything was done. Things were reorganized and he became my supervisor. As a supervisor if he was in the Army he would be kicked out within a year. He is a slick talker but knows nothing about leading people. Where he should be aiding subordinates to succeed he sets use up for failure. He makes a point of publically berating me for any issue that he might think that I caused. Later when he discovers that I had nothing to do with the issue. If he does later acknowledge that he was wrong he will do so in a quite and private manner. So as far as the office knows I’m a f&^% up and have no idea what I’m doing.
Needless to say for every good moment in my life, like having my daughter there are hundreds upon hundreds of moments that are just pure terrible. Even though family may miss me for a moment after I die they would move on very quickly. Besides they will be taken care of once I die. Much better than I can take care of them if I stay alive. To answer my question no one cares. The highlight of my day is laying down to sleep and hoping beyond all hope that I never wake up. Up until now I have been cursed to be alive. I don’t know if a person has multiple lives but what could I have done for such misery. I try to help anyone I can when I can that has to count for something.

Comment from Jeffrey Greene
Time March 19, 2015 at 7:57 am

I love you. God loves you. I feel the same way. I too am lost, without purpose, and doubting my worth. I don’t know if God will help us or not. But you, my brother, are a father, like me. There is no greater call! I’ll pray for you and your boys. Together you will survive and thrive!

Comment from Jeffrey Greene
Time March 19, 2015 at 8:07 am

Word! My man! Fight through it! Love the fight! That’s what God wants from us!

Comment from mary
Time March 21, 2015 at 9:33 am

Dear Clint my prayer as fellow human is that you will experience a brotherly sincere hug straight from The man of sorrow & aquainted with grief; the Lord Jesus Christ:who settles the heavy burden of our hearts that have a way of weighing heavy and clouding our better judgement with depression and anxety.As ironic as it may seem my experience is that our ‘uselssnes’ is the beginning of a fulfilling usefulliness and the sunshine for our lifes journey. We become alive & real and outreaching in compassion and sharing in the comforts of Jesus promises of love and mercy and compassion with strangers and thereby feeling a bond with the people God wants us to share His love to..He cares about us heaps despite how horrible the news is, there is beautiful news amongst it.God is not to be blamed for peoples life choices of crimes but He is in the business of changing hearts for goodness and eternity . With much sisterly love to you all that suffer so, the Lord bless you all personally. This Easter remember always that Jesus suffered, died,and rose again conquering sin and death.Why? because God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. We all face dark days but like the seasons they will pass& Gods light will shine again.. As one who sufferes panic anxiety & phobia I can assure you all to reach out,for your understanding of your own situation is the key to unlocking another otherwise sad& lonely soul& starts us on the road to recovering also.For depression & anxiety are similar in that they are not the truth of the situation however intense frightful& sad the emotions. Like a great big teddy bear here to scare & bully us.Look straight into its eyes scare it and live. Lets allow Gods light & love flood our souls and put meaning back by not leaning on our own understandin, but praying for ourselves& those who hurt us for we are all weak& needy& reaching out.:)

Comment from Clint
Time March 28, 2015 at 5:04 am

I do appreciate the concern, Mary, but I just haven’t got anything left anymore. Maybe God cares, but He isn’t going to help if your misery serves some greater good. It’s the height of conceit to think that your own personal well-being has some sort of role in the divine plan. So, if you pray and He doesn’t help, then all you can do is trust that someone else needs the help more, somebody who matters. That doesn’t make the pain any less or make life anything worthwhile, all it does is maybe explain why. Why it had to be this way. Here we are a year later, nothing changes. If there’s no love for me in this world then why should I have faith there’s anything in the next. You speak of dark days that pass: these have never passed. Thirty years and more. I think that’s long enough to show that it will never get better, that there isn’t anything He will allow me that will end my pain. There’s no value in simply existing and it needs someone to share with to have a life. Any time I reach out there’s nothing there. A year ago I tried, let the mocking cruelty of hope deceive me yet again. If God had mercy for me, why won’t he simply end it already? There’s nothing for me, no peace and no solace, just a continuing spiral into the darkness. There’s no journey ahead of me, no wondrous transformation out of my uselessness. It’s been too long to take comfort in empty words and assurances, promises that are never fulfilled. I’ve seen God’s power, but I’ve also seen His indifference. There’s no witnessing for Him, no serving as an example for others when you’re just broken garbage yourself, abandoned to the emptiness until the hour when you stop the pain yourself.

Comment from Norman
Time March 28, 2015 at 3:14 pm

Hello it’s been 4 years since that’s been written and today I feel like I wrote it. In Jesus name please help me!!!!! Please if 1 or 2 could pray for me

Comment from Anita
Time April 11, 2015 at 10:08 am

hi clint am praying for you God blessing doesnt have a time limit he comes on his own time please be patient with him i promised he will come through for you and everyone else on this blog praying for all of you dont give up keep hope alive keep praying and are God will answer you i know it doesnt look like it now but he will come through for you and other keep the hope alive and if no said they love you and care about you am saying it i love you take care i love all of you god bless you all!!!!!!!

Comment from Clint Lee Werner
Time April 13, 2015 at 12:39 am

His answer is ‘no’. The conceit of ‘God’s timing’ is one dispensed by those who can’t accept the blunt truth that God doesn’t lift every burden, heal every wound or grant every prayer. He can, not putting any limits on His power, but He doesn’t. e chooses not to because He is focused on something bigger than a single individual’s needs. I know that understanding is uncomfortable and doesn’t match this image those blessed enough to be spared real hardship have of how God works. But it’s the only thing left that offers any kind of merit – that your misery somehow serves to help someone else.

I won’t keep hope alive. All hope has done is deceive, mock and betray. It takes pain and compounds it, makes the urge to simply end it that much more imperative. You can only be cheated so many times, you can only reach for a dream so many times. Then you learn it is nothing but a cruel illusion.

Any talk of God ‘coming through for me’ at this point is just salt in the wound. In other arenas, He has helped me, but when it comes to seeing an end to my loneliness, there’s nothing. I can’t cling to the delusion He cares any more, all it has done is make me linger in a hateful existence of pain. Any time I thought He was finally going to help – no, that was just another cruel illusion, another twist of the knife. Life alone is worthless, He knows that, but still He won’t allow me any respite. I’m out of patience, I curse hope for its deceit, and the last dregs of my faith evaporate in God’s indifference to my pain. I can never deny either His existence or His power, but I don’t believe in His compassion any more. If He had any mercy at all, He wouldn’t allow me to wake up tomorrow.

Thank you for your kindness, Anita, but pray for someone God cares enough to help. His answer to me is ‘no’, and because I’m not strong enough or faithful enough or whatever other capacity He demands of me that I can accept that, there’s nothing to be done. Jesus died to save our souls, but I can’t imagine any kind of heaven that I can belong to when there’s no solace for me here in this world.

Comment from Clint Lee Werner
Time April 13, 2015 at 12:46 am

Norman, for whatever it’s worth, I’ll pray for you. My prayers don’t exactly get positive results. First time I tried to commit suicide I was 12 and my existence have never improved. The last four years I’ve thought about death almost every hour of every day. I guess what I’m trying to say is that at least you aren’t the only one. Maybe there’s some kind of comfort in that knowledge, a sort of solidarity of misery. I do wish you better than my lot.

Comment from Have Faith and Believe
Time April 13, 2015 at 4:28 pm

Hang in there everybody. God will pull you through. Have Faith! I’m beat up too, as I have been before, and always get pulled through by Jesus.. Trust in God – Believe in God- and Be strong..

Comment from Anna
Time April 25, 2015 at 12:56 pm

You are not alone in your pain. Please visit this website and I think it will help you.


I am praying for you and I care about you.

Comment from Data
Time April 29, 2015 at 4:12 pm

News flash. God doesn’t exist and if he did he obviously doesn’t care.

Comment from Eric Harvey
Time April 29, 2015 at 6:42 pm

Brother, I hear you and your pain. If I am able to help you in any way I will do that.

Comment from Someone
Time May 6, 2015 at 1:13 pm

I pray for you now. And i know how life is hard as i feel i’ve lost everything now. sometimes i cried myself to sleep wishing just to die. But God helps, he just finds a way to keep me going. to get out of bed and eat , do something. I was never a big believer but i find that he is always here when u need him, he doesn’t judge you, he loves you and wants the best for all of us. I believe that.

Comment from Your Friend
Time May 14, 2015 at 11:11 pm

I know how you feel . . . . Let’s just hold on a bit longer together . . . . It’ll be alright . . . . It always is. . . . it’s dark and scary now . . . ‘but then comes the morning, yesterday’s sorrows behind, wake, it’s the day of your longing, life returns, mercy comes, it’s morning’ . . . . . . .

Comment from Your Friend
Time May 14, 2015 at 11:33 pm

Comment for ‘DATA’ . . . . if GOD doesn’t exist why would you even be on this site!?!?!?! . . . . and why would you waste your time scrolling down through all these thoughtful, loving, helpful posts just to throw negativity at someone who is hurting?!?! Don’t worry, GOD LOVES U 2!!!!!! Do you think you’re the first person in all the TRILLIONS upon QUADRILLIONS of units of time and beyond has doubted or cursed the existence of HIM (or HER)!?!?!?!? You KNOW GOD is there, you’re just waiting for something, as am I, and the one who originally posted, and the ones who posted so many other words of encouragement and hope. . . . . It’s going to be CRYSTAL CLEAR very soon! I don’t know exactly when, but it’s going to be VERY SOON! Hold on a little longer . . . . . I know I am!

Comment from emma
Time May 15, 2015 at 7:53 pm

Hang in there, this too shall pass my friend. I am a single parent to two children also and it’s very hard. But your boys need you. They NEED you. Don’t let them down. Things will be ok. I promise.

Comment from P
Time May 25, 2015 at 12:01 am

Exercise, go outside under the sun, cycle a long distance, run, walk, smile at anyone who crosses your path, climb mountains, cry if you feel like crying, play with your children, love yourself- you will start loving people around you.

Everyone reading this page has come looking for answer to their suffering, their purpose on this planet and in search of meaning to their existence.

To all my brothers and sisters, I know exactly how you feel when you lose something special, when you don’t see any hope, when you can’t see any positives happening in your life. Believe in the universe there is something special coming your way- have patience, just hang on. You were not born by your will, you won’t die by your will.

Close your eyes for a minute and pray for everyone who is suffering- when so many souls join together, the universe will join together to find answers to your sufferings.

Remember again- You were not born by your will, you won’t die by your will

Comment from Michael.
Time May 25, 2015 at 3:57 pm

So I shall pray a prayer – anew.
God forgive me, for I am human.
And the Holy Ghost – know the same.
So this single prayer – be it heaven or hell.

Comment from jason
Time May 28, 2015 at 5:36 pm

This guy’s such a huge Wimp.
Por me por ooooo me get over your self you selfish bastard and be a
Man of God for your boys to look up to not a wimp…

Comment from Tara
Time May 28, 2015 at 7:11 pm

I am stuck in a math teaching job where kids do not care, parents attack, administration is unsupportive, and faculty is rude and cruel. I am always complaining and feel burdened by my job. I am unappreciated and unnoticed for all of my tireless efforts. I am emotionally drained daily. I am getting older and have been unsuccessful in getting pregnant by my Husband. I feel depressed, alone, and hopeless. Worst of all I don’t think God hears me anymore. I am a shell of a person these days. I want so badly to get a better teaching position – even one that is not math, but my trade area before I became a teacher, would be the best. I want to feel appreciated by staff, students, administrators and parents. I want to be happy again and feel whole. I would like to become pregnant before it is too late or at least be okay with not being able to become pregnant should that be God’s will. I want to be free of this depression.

Comment from Lonnie
Time June 6, 2015 at 12:16 am

When I read the PSALMS, David wrote the most beautiful prayers when his life was in danger and his friends betrayed him, or when he faced overwhelming foes. His suffering was so intense his bones ached and his pillow was soaked with tears. Yet each time, he turned his thoughts away from his problems and focused on the character of Jehovah. At Ziklag, his entire hometown was burned, all families and possessions were stolen. His men wanted to murder him. After he wept, he reminded himself of the greatness of Jehovah. He asked GOD what to do. Then he obeyed and was victorious. He not only got every single person and possession back, he loaded all his army with wealth, and even gave the kings of five cities great wealth. 36 hours after David wept at his lowest moment at Ziklag, David was made KING of Israel. YOU ARE AT THE ZIKLAG MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE, turn your eyes off yourself and focus on God. OBEY GOD, LEAVE THE CONSEQUENCES TO HIM.

Comment from Francesca
Time June 7, 2015 at 8:30 pm

Dear God – I’ve been living in hell for almost ten years. My husband lied cheated for years and he bounces back like a ball. I’ve worked all my life. Had one child. I always loved my mother even had an apartment built onto my home so she could enjoy her golden years. She died in October of 2011 of a heart attack. I’m lost. In financial debt. I have collateral and a job but I need a loan and everyone tells me no because my credit is bad. I’m behind on property taxes I don’t want to lose everything but I’m so afraid it’s sticken me with such depression. I just want to die. I don’t feel like there’s anything left for me. I’ve helped people always but when it comes to anyone helping me the answer is no. I really just wish God would take me. He’s given me so much heart ache and pain over the past five years – I just can’t see brightness or happiness anywhere. I’m so alone. I have a daughter who loves me she’s 30 has a baby and husband – she’ll be devastated but I don’t want to live anymore. I’ve lost all my faith. I’ve prayed and prayed. I’ve prayed to the Lord and St. Jude and to every saint out there. No one ever hears me. What shall I do? I want to go be with my mommy. I miss her so. I have nothing to live for. Nothing. I hate seeing people smile and happy because I was once. I’m not a bad person yet I’m persecuted. Please take me out of my pain. Please make the hurt go away. I’m so lonely. I’m tired of pretending. Please please help me.

Comment from jeanette
Time June 16, 2015 at 8:56 am

lord please pray for the people that’s died please pray for are dog she die w ant eat want lick even want walk we prayer for her everday it prayer time please prayer for rain god bless the dog love you pray please pray

Comment from ihatethedevil1
Time June 16, 2015 at 5:39 pm

Be still and know that I am God! It is writen brethren. Sometimes we have to be thankful even in the greatest adversity, for it is certain that even in that has the lord been merciful! One day he shall wipe the tears of those who truly beleived! My friend rise and praise the lord! For all of man’s duty is to worship God! We as humans lack to see that. Trust God for everything might fail but god shall never fail! All it takes is simple thought to Say I am!

Comment from messanger
Time June 29, 2015 at 3:28 pm

Oh dear Creator! Please help this man. He loves because he is a lover, so that is what he does, loves. He doesn’t understand that you loved us each first. Man! You must face your children. Only you will protect them. They need you until God calls you home, and they will still need you. Be blessed, God did say come on to me as a child, but there is none of that for suicide.

Comment from Sheena halai
Time July 5, 2015 at 4:01 am

God here every one wants to die.i want to live i hv a problem as well n u knw abt it.i need ur help.so dat i n smile agin n live happily.n help me so dat i cn never hurt other.love u god.u r thy best.

Comment from Chris
Time July 6, 2015 at 1:27 am

My Dear God, for every hurting person here, please hear our cries, please take away our pain and suffering,we have had enough,we want you to help us in every situation and circumstance, so please hear us now ! take away our pain and suffering

Comment from Vanessa
Time July 13, 2015 at 5:52 pm

I thought I came across this site by accident but I realize now that it was probably no accident. I’ve felt a lot of the very same things that have been said above & I too want to die. It’s hard for me to hear people say that this life is a gift when I feel that death would be a gift. I’m not living. I’m only enduring. I’ve been depressed for over 30 years. I’ve been hospitalized for depression & on many different meds over the years. I know it would seem selfish of me to take my own life & that my loved ones would have to live with my decision. But on the other hand isn’t it selfish to know someone is in tremendous pain & just expect them to endure it forever? Wouldn’t they be happy to know I’m finally at peace & waiting for them on the other side? I know there’s a heaven because I was privileged enough to have “gone there” during a near death experience. Since then I’ve never been afraid of death & have a longing to go back. I know I’m bipolar. The problem is I look healthy & I’m also a good actress. I always think of the song “Tears of a clown” because that’s me. I’m always the life of the party & making people laugh & feel good about themselves. But it takes every ounce of energy I have to fake it. On days where I’m exhausted & just want to be alone in my thoughts, nobody understands that. I’ve been labeled weird, strange, different etc. & it’s hurtful. I’m not hurting anyone. I Just need to take care of me sometimes without the judgement. I’ve been misunderstood my whole entire life. Sometimes I feel invisible & wonder why I’m even here? I can say I
honestly can’t wait to die. I pray all the time that God will please take me. I don’t feel like I belong here anymore anyway. I have nothing to offer to the world & nothing left in me to give anymore. We all have problems. I realize that’s part of life’s ups & downs. But this is so much more than that. I just can’t see past today…..atleast I’m living for the moment right? Lol
I’m just done. I no longer can see a blue sky or smell flowers or enjoy the feel of cool grass under my bare feet. The simple things that used to bring me joy, no longer do. If I was dying of an incurable physical disease, people would understand that I have an illness & that Im not weird but unfortunately would most likely die of it. Towards the end Hospice might come in & make me comfortable until i pass away. Just because I look & act healthy doesn’t mean I am. I’m dying too but on the inside. Mental illness isn’t something you can just snap out of. There’s still so much that’s misunderstood about it & still so many stigmas. Believe me if I could snap out of it I would. I don’t enjoy feeling this way for the past 30 years & i don’t want to go thru another 30 years of pain. If those of us who suffer from mental illness were suffering from cancer instead, would it be more understandable then if we wanted to finally end the pain? I don’t mean any disrespect to cancer patients, it’s a horrible disease & I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. I just don’t know how else to get my point across. Mental illness is a disease as well & can be very debilitating too. But it’s still so misunderstood. No I don’t have cancer but I’m in so much pain that I can’t bear anymore & I want it to end.

Comment from Gmarj
Time July 25, 2015 at 12:24 am

It’s too late. I’ve kept their secrets all my life. Now that I really need help they’re OK with me living in abject poverty while they give Ks of dollars to others around the world. II shshounever have been born. I’m tired of trying to live.

Comment from Evelyn
Time July 25, 2015 at 9:41 pm

I’m in a similar boat. I don’t have kids, but I have AIDS, so I can’t get married or have kids. And I really don’t want to die alone. So I really want to die before my parents do, because if I don’t, no one will miss me.

Comment from shinu
Time August 9, 2015 at 6:58 am

God pls help me he love me i knw bt wo apna phn kyu bnd kr deta agar mere se love krta to 2 3 din tak bat b ni krta aisa kyu?? u knw i love him so much bt wo aisa kyu krta kya wo mere liye dikhta k wo mujse love krta,,, plss god koi chamtkar kr do plsss god plss aaj b uska phn band hai plss usee bolo na on kr le,, plsss i miss him,,,i

Comment from CMV1986
Time August 11, 2015 at 2:29 am

Hi All,

I am going through the very same ordeal. I just want to die, I have no desire to see the next day or live out the rest of my life. I have been a believer of God and Christ all my life. And all my life I have suffered from this depression. Ever since I was a little girl I’ve wanted to be dead, but through my faith in God I’ve persevered. Until now, I truly cannot grasp how such a loving God, merciful God can continue to allow heartbreak after heartbreak in my life. It is so painful because I feel every emotion more immensely than others do. And I’ve prayed and prayed to God to make me better to bring sunshine into my life so that I can continue but all I see is darkness. I pray and have always been thankful to God when things go well in my life and when I have moments of sheer happiness. Only to have it ripped away from me everytime. I can’t stand it anymore. And for those that say to wait, things will get better, blessings are.coming…how do you know? I’ve been waiting 28 years for it to get better and yet it only gets worse. I’ve read many stories of people in their 40s, 50s, 60, still as unhappy as they’ve been most their lives and it never got better for them. How can it improve for me? How can I believe there is something to wait for and that I will not end up just like them. What purpose could there possibly be in me living a life of misery? In fact I feel as though I’m less productive in this world because of it. If I were happy and not lonely all the time I could do so much more with my life. What good is it doing for God or for this world for.me to feel sad and anxious and socially awkward so that I stay in hiding most of my life because I am ashamed of who I am? I have tried to believe in a reason for it, but I just can’t believe that my loving God would do this to so many of us. I don’t know what to do anymore. If I don’t have God to help me through this then what else is there.

Praying for us all. I don’t know what else to do.

Comment from zebra
Time August 11, 2015 at 11:12 pm

If you are writing something here about having had enough of life, why are you wastng your time telling the world about it? You dont want to go – get a grip. Stop boozing and/or taking drugs. You will feel better. But you will die, eventually. We all do. So, spend your very short time on Earth getting some pleasure and/or making a positive difference for your friends and family.

Comment from Neha
Time August 23, 2015 at 6:11 pm

God please help me out to find my soul mate
It really a high time now. Me and my family is in tension I am getting older day by day and I not able to find good life partner
I want to marry a good guy please god please help!

Comment from Amy Marie
Time August 26, 2015 at 2:39 pm

Dear Lord, I’m at the end of my rope and loosing strength to hang on.
Lord You know everything I have been through in my life and You know it has been an up hill battle all the way. The past 4 years have been excruciatingly painful physically, emotionally and financially.
The fire inside of me is little more than a few random embers. Lord, You are the ONLY ONE who can take those embers and turn it into a roaring fire.
I humbly come before You and beg of Your forgiveness, love and mercy and ask for a miracle to heal my body, mind, spirit and finances. And if this is not Your plan for me I ask that You have mercy on me and take me Home to Your glorious kingdom. PLEASE I BEG OF YOU DON’T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS. I just can’t take it one more day.

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